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edeity
Holy Amarrian Battlemonk
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Posted - 2009.11.05 21:32:00 -
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Today is a day of abject horror. I wake, not just of body but also of mind to the screaming self accusation "what have I done!"
I must recognise that I have committed grave errors of judgement, and worse, that I am a sinner and an actual heretic.
The brotherhood I have founded, in a dream of pursuit of all that was pure and good, founded on the eternal bedrock of truth of the Amarr has become corrupted at the highest levels. Subverted, twisted, it has become everything that it was created to fight against. So far spread was this corruption, that it even claimed myself.
The last gasp of good that lives inside me has forced me to this point, to a decision of finality. The brotherhood is no more.
I am disbanding the brotherhood. I throw myself upon the mercy of the Theology council, and of course I neither expect nor deserve any.
Mea Culpa, Mea Culpa.
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edeity
Holy Amarrian Battlemonk
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Posted - 2009.11.05 22:10:00 -
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No ploy. Revelation of lost power? not aware that any ever existed.
Death or slavery, either are desirable if it leads to a correction to a true path.
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edeity
Holy Amarrian Battlemonk
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Posted - 2009.11.06 00:06:00 -
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Doubt is all that I am worth. I accept this.
For my own part, I shall be focused on gaining finances from the very Blood Raiders that had led us astray, and use this to repay for all losses I inflicted upon CVA.
Please post any claims here. They shall be repaid.
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edeity
Holy Amarrian Battlemonk
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Posted - 2009.11.06 00:51:00 -
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Of course any amount of isk is not enough. This is understood.
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edeity
Holy Amarrian Battlemonk
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Posted - 2009.11.08 20:13:00 -
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It is easy to throw rocks at those who attempt to achieve things. It can be a comforting feeling to watch failure and say tut tut I told you so.
I congratulate you on your complete lack of any engagement and ability to see this as a form of moral superiority.
As posted elsewhere we were simultaneously betrayed within and without culminating in a CVA KOS without any discussion with me, despite my repeated attempts through diplomatic channels to engage in discussion. This in turn led to an evitable formal adoption of Sani Sabik belief as the only path before us and we sought alliance with everything that we had thought evil, as everything that was held good had turned against us.
So throw your rocks. Enjoy the warmth of complacency and inaction.
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edeity
Holy Amarrian Battlemonk
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Posted - 2009.11.10 00:15:00 -
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Surely weaving a story with some level of interest is worth something.
Consistency is not a virtue if your consistently irrelevant.
However - I acknowledge I am in error and it is my fault and I have lessons to learn. I thought I had said this clearly at the start here. Nevertheless I restate this so there may be no confusion.
So.... Next set helpful criticism please fire away.
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