Brujo Loco
Brujeria Teologica
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Posted - 2015.01.20 20:52:06 -
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Well, seems you went out with a bit of anger and perhaps frustration.
I sincerely hope you find peace and quiet (and FUN!) in whatever other endeavor you set your aim on.
I honestly hope that whatever stressful situation, bad mouth taste experience and other bile inducing unpleasantness that caused you to quit cease to be and are replaced with experiences that , at the very least are different and in the very best are filled with the exact opposite of disdain.
May your travels be safe wherever you are/go
I too understand a bit of your pain with eve, but what works for me mostly is just leaving the game for months or perhaps a year or two, but even the sunk costs fallacy can hold you on for so long before bursting.
My recommendation?
If you like drinking open a nice bottle of scotch, pour yourself a healthy glass of it, (add beforehand cube or two of ice) and let it warm your guts with deliciousness, look outside, sigh for the years gone by and smile, we all are finite, and that alone can give you hope.
Or try smoking (I do both) a nice cigar or pipe. Dominican cigars are gorgeous in taste, and having tasted true Habanos, if you don-Št pretend , and just enjoy it for the flavor, the dominican is an awesome choice. Drink and Smoke, relax, see the clouds move, feel the breeze.
If you like neither, then Eat.
Grab a piece of whatever edible matter you enjoy the most, either in a restaurant or at your house, cook it yourself or let others cook it for you and enjoy it. Alone, with no one around. As you chew through it, just relax and smile, or why not? If you are able invite someone else, a loved one or a dear friend or an estranged family member, perhaps, if you daring an stranger.
Just look around, gaze at the world, and let it all go. There is no future but the ever present now, there is no sadness, there is no emptiness, there is only you. The Past is gone, whatever could have been it wasnt, so let it go.
The future? Uncertain, whatever might be could be, so let it go too.
Drink, Smoke or Eat in peace friend, alone or with someone, but be at peace.
Life is just too short to worry about a lot of things that might seem important today, but are totally worthless on your deathbed.
Laugh, cry, love and feel. Enjoy the basic things, those that we usually take for granted, they might not be tomorrow for us to take for granted again.
Be well!
A big virtual hug to you fellow capsuleer!
Cheers!
o7
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Michelle Asanari
K. Bank Investment
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Posted - 2015.01.21 17:01:52 -
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Solecist Project wrote:Z'kroooh Ouau wrote:2004-2015, that's over ten years of dipping into ..., but now it's enough.
Sorry, but it's just pure agony. Some people say exactly the same thing about marriage and spending the time with the same woman. Lol, that is true. Why do you think I never got married? |