Replacement 234
Studies and Observation Group - Eve
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Posted - 2014.04.27 03:58:00 -
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I have concern for this writer. I post it here, anonymous, as awareness to others who may be having difficulty coping.
GÇ£I Hate you
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Sent: 2014.04.26 04:03
To: Replacement 234,
I hate you with all that I am. Should I ever get the opportunity, I will blow you from the sky with great vengeance and offer no reprieveGÇ¥
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I have sent you eve-mails congratulating you on your successes and this is your first reply to me.
Did you ever stop to think the winning numbers I held were just numbers to be taken before the game will end? Someone would have to be holding that number, a number you did not choose? If every loss you had was to a ticket held by a different player every time, would you send this note to each of them who won when you lost? When you think about it, the player was not randomly selected the number was. In reality, it is no different when you pick a number that loses and a different or the same player wins as long as the game is fair and you know this one is and if you have any doubts about that, why are you playing?
Have you ever noticed that in most every cases, I close out a game by taking what everyone else has left behind.
In Gigas, if the prize is of high value, I start out aggressively and buy rather randomly until I am satisfied I have enhanced my luck as much as I care to risk. Then I sit back and like everyone else, I hope I bought the right number.
If the prize is not one of high value I might pick a few numbers in the beginning and then wait till the speed of buying subsides or stops for a period, or the remaining tickets and my already purchased tickets add up to my comfort of risk, then I take the numbers others have passed over. Someone commented last night that I had already won 50bil in the last few minutes. I probably had, but I probably bought more than more than 40 bill of losing tickets to win it. It worked out great to be ahead by 10 instead of down by 40.
I like to rely on the collective bad luck of others so I take what is left Maybe the weight of everyone's bad mojo outweighs my bad mojo. Sometimes it works, sometimes not. I stopped playing last night after losing 16 billion without any negligible winnings in that streak. In that losing streak, I had changed my betting behaviors to appease the ones whoGǪ who were... disparaging me. I did buy several Gigas but could have lost any one of them, as I have before with that many tickets. No one will boo hoo but I am still down around 60 bill in the last 8 days so I am being aggressive to get back to the balance I feel comfortable sitting on. Of that 60 bil, 80% is in the pockets of other players, BTW.
Yes, the rich do get richer. But the rich started this game with 5k and a ****** ship just like everyone else. Or in real life, they may have been born with a silver spoon in their mouths or like me, born in a share cropper's cabin in Pierce county Georgia on the edge of the Okefenokee Swamp. Prospects at birth are another random thing in our lives giving us the chance to make decisions and select courses of action that affect the rest of our lives.
I remember one case last night when I'd eased up and I bought one Giga ticket, probably on a JF, I don't remember. I waited for the Giga to close but three tickets no one seemed to want and I was ready for perhaps another Giga to be posted so I bought those three tickets and one of them won. Quite an oddity for me win a Giga with so few tickets.
Regardless of your lack of sportsmanship, I wish you success. Your 5 mill bounty added to whatever I had are wasted on me. A friend will collect it someday. You should have taken that measly 5 mil and saved up for a monocle or something else as equally useless.
Really, I do wish you success. I am sorry the game is so stressful for you. I remember many times when you have rage quit in the past, but a day or so later, there you are again.
Hate is an emotion that eats the hater. I am unfazed by your feelings about me, but it is obvious that your feelings about me are eating at you. I am sorry that is the case. If you have a lot of that in your life, you must be miserable and I hope that is not the case. If it is, I recommend you get help. If it is not, then I recommend you nourish the happy relationships you enjoy and concentrate on the things in life which bring you joy. And if the only things in life that bring you joy are the things which hurt others in some way, you really need to get help - Google Anti-Social. I do wish you well. |