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Kaleigh Doyle
Renua Foundation
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Posted - 2007.03.07 20:30:00 -
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Ladies and Gentlemen,
There have been many rumors circulating lately about my untimely demise amongst the capsuleer community, and though many would love nothing more than to see this as reality one can judge with their own eyes as I stand before you amongst the living. These rumors have led my friends and family to assume that I had passed beyond this life, and now I intend to correct that mistake and explain the circumstances of my disappearance.
In all myths there is a measure of truth. I did attempt to end my own life using a pill laced with poison, and were it not for the skilled care of the Sisters of Eve I may not have recovered. The specifics of why I committed such a selfish act is unimportant, only that I was extremely ill and in need of assistance. Since my departure from home, I have wandered down the path of destruction that has left a trail of death and sorrow upon those my weary soul has touched. I have met the darkness face-to-face and yielded to the madness that dwelt within. It was only through the solace of fading vitality that I was confronted by pure light and within this glow warmed my soul to induce such a reversal of fortune. If near death were not mystifying enough, this experience has wrought an entirely new perspective on the unknown that has touched my very soul.
IÆve spent my days since then inside the halls of the Sisters of Eve, away from civilization and FTL communications. The priestesses have overseen my recovery with the utmost care, and while they say I have healed at an unprecedented rate my vision of light in that dying moment has consumed my every waking thought. My body still weak, I spent every last bit of strength in researching the vast archives of the Sisters, who were more than gracious enough to share their knowledge of the universe. It is within the dawn of civilization and the relics of days past that I discovered clues to the origins of this message and a statement of purpose for my once wayward soul.
There is only one source of energy visible to the human eye capable of such intensity not emitted from a star that rests at the cradle of humanity as we know it, and this is the spatial anomaly that surrounds the Eve Gate. The Sisters believe this object to be a relic from God, while I believe this is a clue to the salvation of my soul. The answers lie in this mysterious object and I will devote all I can towards uncovering the meaning behind it. If anyone has information about the Gate and its history, please contact me via mail as I will be returning to space shortly and there will be a long road of research ahead of me.
I have much to atone for in this life, and in my search for answers I vow to dedicate myself to the redemption of my soul and others who desire the same. It would be unfair to ask for forgiveness from those I may have harmed, but only a hope that time will mend the wounds and time is something I have plenty to give.
Live free. Be happy. Stay beautiful.
xoxo
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Revan Neferis
Amarr
Bloodveil
The Sani Sabik
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Posted - 2007.03.07 20:58:00 -
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The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
The Moon, their Mistress, had expired before;
The winds were wither'd in the stagnant air,
And the clouds perish'd; darkness had no need
Of aid from them--she was the Universe.
One may not reach the dawn save by path of night.
Go to the end of the Universe my ex-wife and remember always: No matter how fast light travels, darkness will be there first.
Love lent me wings; my path was like a stair;
A lamp unto my feet, that sun was given;
And death was safety and great joy to find;
But dying now, I shall not climb to Heaven.
Fly Angel... Fly my once Love. Stay Beautiful and may your azzure eyes be touched by the stars where it belongs.
Revan Neferis
Thrice-Illustrious Sovereign of Bloodveil
The Sani Sabik
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Rodj Blake
Amarr
PIE Inc.
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:01:00 -
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Once a blooder, always a blooder.
As such, I for one shall be treating any member of this "Renua Foundation" as someone who has been corrupted.
Dulce et decorum est pro imperium mori. |
Keerie Jeanmot
Gallente
Bloodveil
The Sani Sabik
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:22:00 -
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Holy joke of hell, Kaleigh the wicked is back on scene.
Wait, is this one of your class C movies?
Die
Ressurect
Die
Ressurect
A failed woman unable to keep our Mistress happy and satisfied. Unable to do anything else other than exposing your mini-dresses inside the temple.
Now she wants to play the seeker of great mysteries. 
Low human.
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Tomahawk Bliss
INTAKI UNION
The OSS
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:23:00 -
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that was quick, already seeking the spot light again?
Blood Raiders seem much too emotional these days. what happen to the good old times when they would zoom in and burn something rather than post non-stop drivel?
I guess when the Amarr won it sort of broke you lot.
Forming your own new blood raider corp isn't going to do anything for you if you just drivel Doyle.
Gogo Yubari> You can't destroy your enemy with the power of thought alone like many forum-warriors seem to think.
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Tomahawk Bliss
INTAKI UNION
The OSS
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:25:00 -
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 Originally by: Keerie Jeanmot
Holy joke of hell, Kaleigh the wicked is back on scene.
Wait, is this one of your class C movies?
Die
Ressurect
Die
Ressurect
A failed woman unable to keep our Mistress happy and satisfied. Unable to do anything else other than exposing your mini-dresses inside the temple.
Now she wants to play the seeker of great mysteries.
Low human.
you intrigue me.
Gogo Yubari> You can't destroy your enemy with the power of thought alone like many forum-warriors seem to think.
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Horatio Cain
Caldari
Omerta Syndicate
Exuro Mortis
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:29:00 -
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Good luck Kaleigh on your new path, and I hope you find what it is you are looking for. I knew you were made of tougher stuff, and no poison pill would bring you down.
You know who your friends are Kaleigh and I think I speak for all of them when I say we will always be there for you.
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Agustus Caesar
Minmatar
Sebiestor tribe
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:29:00 -
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Originally by: Keerie Jeanmot
Holy joke of hell, Kaleigh the wicked is back on scene.
Wait, is this one of your class C movies?
Die
Ressurect
Die
Ressurect
A failed woman unable to keep our Mistress happy and satisfied. Unable to do anything else other than exposing your mini-dresses inside the temple.
Now she wants to play the seeker of great mysteries.
Low human.
Don't you have another one of your arch-*****'s parties to pretend to give a damn about? You'd better run along now; you still got hours of pretending to be dark, brooding, and powerful to do.
And Kal: glad to see you're making your own way again; best of luck to you.
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"Our nation, may she always be right, but our nation right or wrong" - Unknown |
Revan Neferis
Amarr
Bloodveil
The Sani Sabik
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:37:00 -
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To ALL Bloodveil members, I'll say this just once
Leave your insults and attempts to degenerate my ex-wife's projects OUT of your minds.
This is not an option. It's a demand. If you want to express yourselves freely, seek another religion or home where you'll be able to do so.
As long as you're inside my Temple, you'll respect her path if not by love to her person in particular, simply because I say so.
This is all.
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GoGo Yubari
Sharks With Frickin' Laser Beams
Mercenary Coalition
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Posted - 2007.03.07 21:53:00 -
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Originally by: Kaleigh Doyle
There is only one source of energy visible to the human eye capable of such intensity not emitted from a star that rests at the cradle of humanity as we know it, and this is the spatial anomaly that surrounds the Eve Gate. The Sisters believe this object to be a relic from God, while I believe this is a clue to the salvation of my soul. The answers lie in this mysterious object and I will devote all I can towards uncovering the meaning behind it. If anyone has information about the Gate and its history, please contact me via mail as I will be returning to space shortly and there will be a long road of research ahead of me.
I have much to atone for in this life, and in my search for answers I vow to dedicate myself to the redemption of my soul and others who desire the same. It would be unfair to ask for forgiveness from those I may have harmed, but only a hope that time will mend the wounds and time is something I have plenty to give.
Since you are contemplating the great mysteries, allow me to share a few thoughts with you. Before you cast doubt on them, consider for a moment that they're not mine own, but something that's been told to me.
My "father" once said that by studying the Eve Gate he had realized something about our world. He said that this cluster was not the full extent of reality and that beyond that gate lies waiting either a paradise or a hell, whichever fits the extent of our sins. Our lives here are being judged and our destiny is being forged.
It was his way of trying to say something profound about the Reborn process. It was his way of trying to remind me. The old Idamas and the Reborn now following their path willingly give up their chance of reclaiming the prize that lies beyond that mysterious gate for the chance to guide and counsel those who still linger in this purgatory.
I was reminded of those words today. No doubt I've been a bad girl, but maybe they'll be of some value to you. It's ironic, by the way, that the capsuleers who represent the ultimate in attainment in this world are imprisoned by our serial immortality to forever repeat our mistakes and to never find whatever peace lies beyond the precipice.
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Kaox Krul
Amarr
lost misfits
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:07:00 -
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puffff what a poor scene of the gallentean ex-actress, ex-this, ex-that Doyle. Poor not because she's trying to bring her face back again, but because she does so with bitter words, not a letter of good intentions but only negative effects of her unresolved resentment towards her ex-wife for leaving her to the true love of another.
Kaleigh's Diary
I had a lot of respect for you when reading your pages. You faced real love and you lost it.
Shame on you for coming here evoking pity and spitting in the face of a woman who gave you love when you were lost. Read your Diary and come here denying your own words.
I think Revan should review her thoughts here and not be so nice with someone that doesn't deserve her sentiments.
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Kaleigh Doyle
Renua Foundation
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:10:00 -
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Die...ressurect...die...ressurect...
For some this is a daily affair paying little heed to the temperance of life or the lessons intended. Many never get such an opportunity and fewer still will ever achieve the consciousness to overcome their ego and accept the universe for what it is. The very condition through which we ressurect may solve one problem yet uncover so many more and the questions will never end. So to answer your question Mr. Jeanmot, the universe and I are alike in that we are never the same and are always full of mysteries.
And yes, my dear Tomahawk Bliss, you are definitely right about one thing: I am searching for the Light, and I won't stop until I find it.
And to Ms. Yubari, perhaps your father was right in his assessment and we're merely living in a purgatory, and what lies beyond is either a pleasurebound paradise or a pit of torment and pain. All the more reason for us to consider our actions carefully, for who knows what may befall us when the moment comes and our souls are torn from this 'verse. I am prepared for whatever outcome may befall me should this come to pass, but I will endeavor nonetheless to seek the path of salvation.
Should you have any further insight, I would always be open to hearing more about your father's research.
xoxo
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Horatio Cain
Caldari
Omerta Syndicate
Exuro Mortis
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:19:00 -
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Originally by: Kaox Krul
puffff what a poor scene of the gallentean ex-actress, ex-this, ex-that Doyle. Poor not because she's trying to bring her face back again, but because she does so with bitter words, not a letter of good intentions but only negative effects of her unresolved resentment towards her ex-wife for leaving her to the true love of another.
Kaleigh's Diary
I had a lot of respect for you when reading your pages. You faced real love and you lost it.
Shame on you for coming here evoking pity and spitting in the face of a woman who gave you love when you were lost. Read your Diary and come here denying your own words.
I think Revan should review her thoughts here and not be so nice with someone that doesn't deserve her sentiments.
Were you born next to a reactor or something? Where in Kaleigh's original post did she voice anything disrespectful or negative about Revan?
Listen up son, your Khanid, and I have a soft spot for the Khanid so I'm going to give you some advice. When you've been around as long as Kaleigh, you're going to find that you will have failures, and pain and regret about a great many things.
For instance, this post of yours, failed. Learn from it.
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Revan Neferis
Amarr
Bloodveil
The Sani Sabik
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:29:00 -
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Originally by: Kaox Krul
puffff what a poor scene of the gallentean ex-actress, ex-this, ex-that Doyle. Poor not because she's trying to bring her face back again, but because she does so with bitter words, not a letter of good intentions but only negative effects of her unresolved resentment towards her ex-wife for leaving her to the true love of another.
Kaleigh's Diary
I had a lot of respect for you when reading your pages. You faced real love and you lost it.
Shame on you for coming here evoking pity and spitting in the face of a woman who gave you love when you were lost. Read your Diary and come here denying your own words.
I think Revan should review her thoughts here and not be so nice with someone that doesn't deserve her sentiments.
Although your post is appreciated in the sense of my person, it's completely uncalled. No one, and I repeat, NO ONE knows what happened inside the rooms of my chateau while living with Kaleigh. The reasons why the truth of things happened as it happened belongs just to Kaleigh and Myself. I'm happy and proceeding with my life. I ask all who would come here with comments on my "defence" to simply remain silent, let the woman follow her happiness.
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Tomahawk Bliss
INTAKI UNION
The OSS
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:33:00 -
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Originally by: Kaleigh Doyle
And yes, my dear Tomahawk Bliss, you are definitely right about one thing: I am searching for the limelight, and I won't stop begging for attention until I find it.
fixed it for you.
glad to see you have Horatio as your protector too, guess he has a soft spot for has-beens and Kaleigh "Toots" Doyle is about as has-been as there ever was.
Going blood raider for attention I think was the final blow to her career. Next she will be shop-lifting in department stores in full view of the camera, but hey at least she'd get back on the screen.
Gogo Yubari> You can't destroy your enemy with the power of thought alone like many forum-warriors seem to think.
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Octavinus Augustus
Amarr
PIE Inc.
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:35:00 -
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Originally by: Revan Neferis
To ALL Bloodveil members, I'll say this just once
Leave your insults and attempts to degenerate my ex-wife's projects OUT of your minds.
This is not an option. It's a demand. If you want to express yourselves freely, seek another religion or home where you'll be able to do so.
I guess the reason I'm confused must be that I'm such a subhuman. Not long ago you were preaching that being a blooder was the ultimate freedom - you'd rely on yourself and do as you pleased. See this link
Let me just give a few quotes:
Originally by: Revan Neferis
Masters are those who realize and do their own True Will, who live as free individuals in the world, self-governed and self-sufficient.
Originally by: Revan Neferis
Masters are those who transcend mass consciousness, who take responsibility for their own life, and who live as autonomous individuals in both thought and action.
Originally by: Revan Neferis
Masters live by their own inward Light; they are self-reliant and non-attached; they do not depend on anyone.
And now your blooders are no longer to express themselves freely under your religion. According to your not-so-old religious premises that would have made them slaves to your will, would it not?
I must admit I am somewhat curious as to what caused this obvious change of course in your cult (evil tongues will certainly claim it is but another mood swing).
I'm sure you can give an explanation to this that seems logical to some - I doubt however I will be one of them. Still, I will give you the benefit of the doubt and voice my questions. You hereby have a chance to answer.
Motto: Vae Victis - Woe to the vanquished. |
Keerie Jeanmot
Gallente
Bloodveil
The Sani Sabik
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Posted - 2007.03.07 22:42:00 -
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Originally by: Tomahawk Bliss
Originally by: Kaleigh Doyle
And yes, my dear Tomahawk Bliss, you are definitely right about one thing: I am searching for the limelight, and I won't stop begging for attention until I find it.
fixed it for you.
glad to see you have Horatio as your protector too, guess he has a soft spot for has-beens and Kaleigh "Toots" Doyle is about as has-been as there ever was.
Going blood raider for attention I think was the final blow to her career. Next she will be shop-lifting in department stores in full view of the camera, but hey at least she'd get back on the screen.
/whispers - Lady Revan, I can't speak but I can laugh -
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Alexandra Belani
RONA Corporation
RONA Alliance
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Posted - 2007.03.07 23:34:00 -
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Better to be a has-been... than a never was.
Good luck Ms. Doyle, in your new adventures, may fortune smile upon you and the spirit of humanity be your embodiment.
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Koshmarnaya Akula
Khanid Provincial Vanguard
Khanid Provincial Authority
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Posted - 2007.03.08 00:01:00 -
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I'm glad you're not dead.
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Wheya
Amarr
Bruderschaft des Wahrhaftigen
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Posted - 2007.03.08 00:11:00 -
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Nothing changed
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Falcione
Mortis Angelus
Curse Alliance
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Posted - 2007.03.08 00:20:00 -
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Can we assume your newfound enlightenment signals the end of the Beauty Test you were running?
Shame that...seeing as how I just entered and all...
Oh well, fly safe.
My Bio in Progress
Prologue / CH.1 |
Yoshito Sanders
Amarr
The Aegis Militia
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Posted - 2007.03.08 00:29:00 -
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Kaleigh, I'm glad to see you've come to your senses. While you can never erase the stain of sin, you can hope to brighten the rest of your soul to atone for it. Unlike some others, I won't denigrate your return to the good path.
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Kayleigh Jamieson
Gallente
Dragonstar
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Posted - 2007.03.08 00:42:00 -
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Dear Ms Doyle,
I wish you all the luck in finding the answers you seek. While I realise that I'm not in a position to judge what you do with your life, I just couldn't resist expressing my happiness at both seeing you alive and out of the Blood Raider cults. A girl has to earn a living and my agents have been known to send me against Blood Raiders; I'd hate to one day find myself up against you in some operation... especially because I don't think I'd survive to tell the tale 
Fly safe.
Best wishes:
K. Jamieson
(Captain of the Dragonstar racing team)
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Gaius Kador
PIE Inc.
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Posted - 2007.03.08 01:50:00 -
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Originally by: Revan Neferis
If you want to express yourselves freely, seek another religion or home where you'll be able to do so.
I doubt your followers have the creativity to come up with another name for a pasttime religion as a cover for their decadence. Oh what a test of 'faith' this will be.
They could always ask a Brutor though.
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Tomahawk Bliss
INTAKI UNION
The OSS
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Posted - 2007.03.08 02:07:00 -
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Originally by: Alexandra Belani
Better to be a has-been... than a never was.
Good luck Ms. Doyle, in your new adventures, may fortune smile upon you and the spirit of humanity be your embodiment.
you aren't the real you so I wouldn't talk.
Gogo Yubari> You can't destroy your enemy with the power of thought alone like many forum-warriors seem to think.
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Nachshon
Caldari
Gradient
Namtz'aar k'in
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Posted - 2007.03.08 02:17:00 -
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May you find what you are looking for. And may it not be with the Amarr.
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What I say should not be taken as the position of Gradient or NMTZ.
Caldari by birth, Minmatar by citizenship. |
Derran
Minmatar
Khumatari Holdings
Ushra'Khan
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Posted - 2007.03.08 02:54:00 -
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Originally by: Tomahawk Bliss
glad to see you have Horatio as your protector too, guess he has a soft spot for has-beens and Kaleigh "Toots" Doyle is about as has-been as there ever was.
Going blood raider for attention I think was the final blow to her career. Next she will be shop-lifting in department stores in full view of the camera, but hey at least she'd get back on the screen.
Horatio isn't alone in this.
As for your 'attacks' upon her character, you better look somewhere else because you don't have a leg to stand on in that regard.
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Kaleigh Doyle
Renua Foundation
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Posted - 2007.03.08 12:50:00 -
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I'm glad I'm not dead either, thanks Kosh. 
Obviously, those with words of encouragement are much appreciated and I've already been contacted by many with similar interests in uncovering the clues related to the Gate. Unfortunately, I am still recovering and my endurance isn't quite what it used to be, so please be patient and I will get back to you as soon as possible.
And not to worry Kayleigh, I'd never have shot you.
Derran and Horatio, your defense is appreciated but unneccessary. People will believe what they will and nothing can stop them. Save your energy for other matters.
And Falcione, I haven't forgotten the Test and I intend to get back to it as soon as I am able. Please be patient and I will be sure to review your submission along with the countless others.
xoxo
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Revy Daidros
Gallente
Digital Roar
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Posted - 2007.03.08 14:08:00 -
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Kaleigh, friendship exists beyond the bounds of space or time. If there is anything that I can do to help you in your searching, I will be there.
To those who would stain Kaleigh's image, I say to you this: when you are in the spotlight as much as she has been, your dark secrets would be most certainly revealed. At least she has the guts to make some of her secrets public, far more than I could say for the rest of you.
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Tomahawk Bliss
INTAKI UNION
The OSS
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Posted - 2007.03.08 14:26:00 -
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Originally by: Derran
Originally by: Tomahawk Bliss
glad to see you have Horatio as your protector too, guess he has a soft spot for has-beens and Kaleigh "Toots" Doyle is about as has-been as there ever was.
Going blood raider for attention I think was the final blow to her career. Next she will be shop-lifting in department stores in full view of the camera, but hey at least she'd get back on the screen.
Horatio isn't alone in this.
and here I was starting to reconsider my view of Ushra'Khan in light of your anti-republic stance and actions.
if you want to be the white knight for a dried up used and useless premadona you are more than welcome to try and defend her honor, such as it is.
but i speak the truth, this is just her latest round of attention seeking drivel and in a few months she will "reinvent" again. That you are so foolish to fall for her antics, again, is just plain sad Derran.
Gogo Yubari> You can't destroy your enemy with the power of thought alone like many forum-warriors seem to think.
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