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Yendaj
Minmatar THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 00:06:00 -
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It is with great sadness and yet relief that I write this farewell to Heretic Nation. I feel as though I grew up in Heretics even though it was the bulk of my adult life so far that I have spent as a pilot, Director and Alliance Executor in Heretics.
My childhood memories are full of a life with Mirrorgod and although we spent some time apart, we came back together in adulthood, to fight alongside each other in some rather extreme battles.
Whilst he went off to Field Command, often I would be left behind to run the Alliance, maintain and progress it into what it had become on my departure from it.
I have many fond memories filtering through my mind as I write this, but also much sadness and resentment.
I leave Heretics with not alot of choice. Their direction is not my own and has not been for quite some time. Many pilots I loved as my own brothers, my family, others I find distasteful and somewhat ridiculous. It is their pernicious influence that causes me to make the decisions that I never thought I would have to make.
Those of you that know me well, know my heart, know the Woman that I am, the pilot and the Leader and I have no doubt of your loyalty or respect for me. I hope you find the peace in Heretics I could not.
There are ofcourse other reasons that I have left behind Heretics and the people I loved and nurtured. Most prominent being ofcourse the Field Commander and Pilot I had come to admire most during battle..... The man I have come to love more than I could ever possibly imagine.
It happened without me even realising it, he blind sided me you might say... Funny how life throws those little things at you when you least expect it.
I was there to say goodbye to him as our two Alliance's parted company on rather dubious terms. I had not been a part of the circumstances that occured, I was otherwise engaged in business planetside.
I stood on the dock, about to board my Heavy Interdictor class Onyx when he stepped out from the shadows of his Mighty Battleship class Rokh. He had one of those stange looks on his face I had seen very rarely and quite frankly I was slightly afraid. I had never been afraid of anyone in my life, least of all a Man. This man however did things to me I couldnt quite understand. He made my knees weak, my palms sweat and my heart race.
I couldnt quite understand why this happened, the shortness of breath always left me feeling dizzy. Sometimes during combat I had felt this kind of rush, but it was many years ago, long since forgotten as the battles during Faction Warfare had numbed me to the experience. There was no longer a rush when facing an enemy..
This man however, everything was a rush.... He walked a little closer to me and my heart pounded even harder...
What the hell was wrong with me? I wondered..
"He's probably just here to make sure I dont take the wrong ship".....this kind of irrational thought process was common when I spent any time around him..
I babbled something stupid as I went to board the ship, skipping my feet along like a child scurrying in desperation for a bio break.
I felt something grab my arm as I boarded, almost dragging me backwards and unbalancing me. He spun me around and my chest connected with his as I grabbed for his arm to rebalance myself..
I gasped for breath yet again as I looked up into his eyes. Then something so unexpected came over his face as he leaned downwards and kissed me, so passionately and so deeply that I really did lose all my balance and most likely my will to live at that point.
"I can't let you go Yennie.... I am inlove with you, stay with me here... I don't want you to go back to Heretics"
I wasnt quite sure I had heard him say those words and no doubt the fact that nothing but air escaped my lips caused the drastic change in his face... For the first time, I actually saw Fear!
** Nemo Me Impune Lacessit ** |
Yendaj
Minmatar THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 00:07:00 -
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Edited by: Yendaj on 09/12/2008 00:12:42
Yes, I really had seen Fear for the first time, not only the fear in his face that perhaps I didnt feel the same way, but the heart of the man, a heart that most people couldnt imagine was even there.
"I dont just want you here as a Pilot Yen, I want to make you my wife, to spend the rest of my days with you" he said
I wasnt sure I just heard those words, but before I could even think I answered them..
"Yes! oh Yes, an eternity of yes's" I replied..
And so I dropped my roles from Heretics and applied to spend the rest of my life with the man who had healed my heart, shown me respect and passion... Given me hope..
Ferocious Fear and Yendaj will be together for an eternity...
I was welcomed into The Final Stand as I always knew I would be, I belonged with them from the beginning. Beautiful boys I always loved you all and now, finally I am home.. With the family I deserve and the man I love.
I will honor and respect all of you and do my very best to live up to your standards..
I love you Fear and I love all you boys in The Final Stand and Red Box Alliance...
Yennie is definitely home........
** Nemo Me Impune Lacessit ** |
Davlos
Omerta Syndicate
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Posted - 2008.12.09 00:54:00 -
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Two popcorns out of five for this B-rated soap opera. ---
Originally by: Revan Neferis
Scientific category of gravitation fields and velocity is force....
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BloodBird
Gallente Duty.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 01:11:00 -
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Short version, I guess:
Yendaj has fallen in love with another from The final stand, and this, along with a few other reasons including diffrence in directions between her and Heretics and personal relations with a few leads her to leave Heretics behind in favor of The Final stand.
She did a good job of boring me with her un-called for drama and attention-grabbing in the meantime though.
I'll be interested in seeing what MirrorGod thinks of this.
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Sahaquiel Faust
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.09 01:13:00 -
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Yendaj. you weep and weep and whine and moan all you want, because in the end it was You that convinced me to split with the Heretics. Whatever differences I had with Mirror and the other leaders of heretics amounted to nothing when compared to the mountain of idiocy and neuroses that you displayed. I'm now quite happily a Director in MXD, and I sincerely hope that you get whatever you have earned. -----
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Andreus Ixiris
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.09 01:16:00 -
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This was truly a tear-jerking story, Yendaj.
Yes, indeed: I'm crying for the five minutes of my life you just wasted. I wish you the worst of luck in your future endeavours, you crazy space cow. -----
CEO, Mixed Metaphor Dance Commander |
MirrorGod
Heretic Army Heretic Nation
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Posted - 2008.12.09 01:44:00 -
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Never could make it work between my friends and my girl, people from different worlds entirely. Troubling indeed.
I talked long and hard to Fear - I respect him, but I'm rather distasteful of the superiority complex -- I'm sure he'll take care of her.
Yendaj was undoutbably an excellent executor to Heretic Nation, albeit controversial, and sometimes outright acting upon her own path -- which is good and bad, Heretic Nation may be a better alliance for it.
I will admit personal failure to her, while it is not my fault alone that our relationship has failed, I have not given her as much of myself as I should have, all the while I selfishly wonder if I could ever have given enough.
The full story is not here, nor will it ever be, or should be posted here.
Finally, any heretic pilots posting negatively of Yendaj will be dealt [center]
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Rob Eagle
Deep Core Mining Inc.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 02:13:00 -
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Originally by: MirrorGod Edited by: MirrorGod on 09/12/2008 01:49:17 Never could make it work between my friends and my girl, people from different worlds entirely. Troubling indeed.
I talked long and hard to Fear - I respect him, but I'm rather distasteful of the superiority complex -- I'm sure he'll take care of her.
Yendaj was undoutbably an excellent executor to Heretic Nation, albeit controversial, and sometimes outright acting upon her own path -- which is good and bad, Heretic Nation may be a better alliance for it.
I will admit personal failure to her, while it is not my fault alone that our relationship has failed, I have not given her as much of myself as I should have, all the while I selfishly wonder if I could ever have given enough.
The full story is not here, nor will it ever be, or should be posted here.
Finally, any heretic pilots posting negatively of Yendaj will be dealt with extremely severely
Shigsy told me she's fat!!
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BloodBird
Gallente Duty.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 02:45:00 -
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Originally by: Rob Eagle Shigsy told me she's fat!!
I fail to see what that has to do with anything.
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Vincent Pryce
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.09 03:06:00 -
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I do not see the point of these open "I love you this much more and am this much happier than before"-announcments, are you trying to twist the knife in someones wound? All one is going to get mocking responses from fellow pilots one is not on good terms with. I have no real relationship with you pilot Yendaj, I do know that you and my higher ups have some quarrel with you, that is none of my business though. You seem to be on cloud nine right now, but eventually it is going to rain. I hope you have something to hold on besides the euphoria.
_________________________________ King for a day, Batman forever...
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Hellfire 000
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Posted - 2008.12.09 06:55:00 -
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Edited by: Hellfire 000 on 09/12/2008 06:56:59
Of all wars fought and men died at arms there is all ways love some where on the battlefield.
Makes me fill fuzzy inside
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Dr Toregai
Gallente
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Posted - 2008.12.09 08:35:00 -
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Edited by: Dr Toregai on 09/12/2008 08:35:52
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Daevonar
Minmatar Starfish Operating Syndicate
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Posted - 2008.12.09 08:36:00 -
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Originally by: Hellfire 000 Edited by: Hellfire 000 on 09/12/2008 06:56:59
Of all wars fought and men died at arms there is all ways love some where on the battlefield.
Makes me fill fuzzy inside
We must always be on very different battlefields then; the only thing I ever see in battle is fear, violence, blood, shock, terror, indecency, life and death. Maybe, if we are lucky, there is a space for love between the battles but when you're only chance of survival is to shove a rocket down someones exhaust before they do the same to you, love doesn't enter the equation. Dae.
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Ferocious FeAr
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 09:40:00 -
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Bloodbird û You may see it as uncalled drama and attention grabbing I see her starting fresh in a place where she is wanted and respected. What is wrong with her displaying her emotions, I'm sure this isn't the first time in EVE that someone has ever done so. She is happy that she can enjoy EVE again. Let's not be ignorant, its not fair to her.
Sahaquiel Faust û She will get what she deserves. A place where people do not belittle her and talk down to her due to being a female. It's hard to stay sane when the person who is involved with you gives you no type of support or respect. This is not a knock on that individual but rather a sheer reminder of why she is now with a man that stands up for his woman.
Mirrorgod û I'm glad you are dealing with this rather professionally. I disagree on the fact that you feel that I have a superiority complex. I run a corp that strives to be the best, anything short of that is not acceptable. It's about being competitive and having confidence in our abilities as individuals and a corp as a whole (while having fun), is that not the goal of every corp? No hard feelings, hope all goes well with your corp.
Rob Eagle û Does mommy know you are acting cool on the Internet? Keep in mind no matter what you say, no matter what you do, you are insignificant. I'm interested though, I would love to meet the women that finds you charming. I bet you have the ladies crawling all over you. That attitude is sure going to grab the winners. I'll just assume that you are the direct product of incest and move on. Have a great life!
Vincent Pryce û She is not here to twist a knife in anyones wound. If anything she is the individual with the wounds. She is on cloud nine and you know what, she deserves it. As for it raining, as any relationship there will be tough and good times, its how you deal with the tough times that allow for the relationship to stay strong as ever. I'm willing to do what is necessary to make sure our bond stays strong no matter what happens. Please, do not ever judge me when you do not know me.
Hellfire û Amen brother.
There is not much more to say other then, I love her. She is my girl.
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Elsebeth Rhiannon
Minmatar Gradient Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.09 10:43:00 -
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Originally by: Ferocious FeAr She will get what she deserves. A place where people do not belittle her and talk down to her due to being a female.
I must admit that I have never flown with the Heretics, but I have been in contact with them a lot over the years - including MirrorGod and Yendaj.
As a woman myself, I feel that this veiled accusation to them, that they'd have failed to respect her simply because of her gender, is not justified at all. We have had our disagreements and even harsh words have been spoken, but never have I been treated with any less or more respect than my acts as a pilot, a commander, and a diplomat have deserved.
Quote: why she is now with a man that stands up for his woman.
A real woman does not need a man to stand up for her any more than a real man needs a woman to do the same. A pilot needs a companion, not someone to protect them or to be protected by.
Quote: There is not much more to say other then, I love her. She is my girl.
I am married myself, and proudly so. But I am no one's girl, and my husband is not my boy. I am a free Minmatar woman, and he is a free man, and we are both responsible for ourselves.
You think about that before you talk about true respect to anyone else.
That said, I wish you two best of luck in your love (though not with your goals in space, which I am sure you understand).
Elsebeth Heir to Rhiannon -- Help us defend the Republic; join Gradient today. |
UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 11:08:00 -
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Elsebeth, your arrogant to assume that your experiences in EVE reflect everyone elses, your not the poster child for all women in EVE. Your social commentary on the roles of men and women also has no place here....
You said yourself you have not flown with heretics and therefore have very real inside knowledge of how they work. Ive seen the extent of their appreciation and respect for Yendaj, and Im not sure she received the gratitude from all their members that she should have. Whether this is because shes a woman, or not, isnt what matters.
Get off your high horse...
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Spyra Gryra
Cruoris Seraphim
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Posted - 2008.12.09 11:38:00 -
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Human slaves, in a insect nation - ahhh-ah-ahhh.
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Elsebeth Rhiannon
Minmatar Gradient Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.09 12:48:00 -
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Originally by: UndeadMaster Ive seen the extent of their appreciation and respect for Yendaj, and Im not sure she received the gratitude from all their members that she should have. Whether this is because shes a woman, or not, isnt what matters.
I cannot comment on whether there was lack of respect. If Yendaj feels there was, it is very likely there was, or at least there was a failure to communicate that respect to her.
However, it was implied not by me but by your people that this lack of respect was because of Yendaj being a woman. If you think that is not relevant, blame them for bringing it up, not me for telling them that it is not relevant...
Quote: Get off your high horse...
No, thanks, it's quite comfortable here.
Elsebeth -- Help us defend the Republic; join Gradient today. |
zoolkhan
Minmatar Mirkur Draug'Tyr Ushra'Khan
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Posted - 2008.12.09 13:04:00 -
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Originally by: Elsebeth Rhiannon
Originally by: UndeadMaster Ive seen the extent of their appreciation and respect for Yendaj, and Im not sure she received the gratitude from all their members that she should have. Whether this is because shes a woman, or not, isnt what matters.
I cannot comment on whether there was lack of respect. If Yendaj feels there was, it is very likely there was, or at least there was a failure to communicate that respect to her.
However, it was implied not by me but by your people that this lack of respect was because of Yendaj being a woman. If you think that is not relevant, blame them for bringing it up, not me for telling them that it is not relevant...
Quote: Get off your high horse...
No, thanks, it's quite comfortable here.
Elsebeth
minmatar women - dont need to be protected, they have earned their pod license. minmatar women - can ride, therefore sit comfourtable on high horses minmatar women - a maiting ritual would probably kill any gallente lover:)
--- back to the original post though. I enjoyed receiving a message like this, as irrelevant and false addressed (to puplic) it may have been.
a short holiday for my mind, a story not focussed on bloodshed for once sad for the one, mean by the one, lucky for the other.
My alliance was founded by a female executor, and we have never regretted her lead.
Gender is never the problem, personality is. It requires a minmatar to understand the deadly potential within minmatar women :)
Sleep with her, but dont let your guard down!
recruiting -forum
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Vaden Khale
Amarr the united Negative Ten.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 15:39:00 -
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Ah, Yendaj, would that you had turned your back on MirrorGod months before, back when Ferocious Fear and his narcissistic cronies were still pirating Hagilur. Then I might have been able to achieve my dream of killing you and all other Heretics. To the Final Stand, and all of Red Box, for that matter, you have now welcomed into your fold a woman that has shown she is capable of cutting all her bonds of loyalty and 'love.' Just remember that when you lie down with fedos, you wake with dung everywhere.
And to MirrorGod: It's fun to be right. I told you this would happen. -VK, aka Afroman, aka Safety Dance, aka Gizzblaster aka Wanna-Be Director
Because 'Blood Raider' sounds cooler than 'vampire in space.'
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UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 16:55:00 -
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Narcisistic, maybe lol....But Id rather be in an an elitist corp than one that is full of noobs that get rolled by any random rr gang of lesser numbers that shows up. \\
GL with your remote rep armor tanking ravens BTW....and keep fitting sensor boosters on everything, I like seeing you guys lose when you outnumber people 2 to 1....makes me realize why you always needed to have larger numbers to engage.
Maybe I should learn to be classless like you and follow The United around the forums smacking, mess up your recruitment of more noob raven pilots a little or something...but no, I stay out of threads that dont involve my corp, or myself.
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Orun Erajen
Gallente The Cult of Aenebra
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Posted - 2008.12.09 18:35:00 -
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Ah, the Final Stand were always narcissistic, arrogant, disrespectful and self serving. Yendaj's addition to them, I fear, shan't make them any less so. -----
Orun Erajen Now I Am Free |
Hellfire 000
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Posted - 2008.12.09 18:47:00 -
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Narcissistic, arrogant, disrespectful and self serving are defining characteristics of any one who strives to be the best. If any thing i consider this to be a complement.
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Vaden Khale
Amarr the united Negative Ten.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:02:00 -
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Vaden sneers at UndeadMasters remarks, before a cruel smile curls his lips.
'Elitist' and 'elite' are not the same. And besides, do we really need to trudge back up the fact that my corp of 'classless inexperienced Raven pilots with sensor boosters always losing to fleets we outnumber' consistently beat you? My, what does that have to say about you...
-VK, aka Afroman, aka Safety Dance, aka Gizzblaster aka Wanna-Be Director
Because 'Blood Raider' sounds cooler than 'vampire in space.'
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Ferocious FeAr
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:10:00 -
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Elsebeth Rhiannon û I believe you are sorely mistaken if you think that she was never talked down to because of her gender. I've been through the pain with her, I should know. As for man standing up for his woman, well its unfortunate that you have yet to experience someone who cares about you enough that he is willing to stand by you no matter what.
Vaden Khale û She has never turned her back on anyone, she was given the cold shoulder and had no choice but to find a place where she was welcomed. You have one side of the story, which we all know is never the proper way in analyzing a situation. Continue your spineless ranting, it gets you no where.
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UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:13:00 -
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When you have allies and share kills, but dont share losses, its easy to have a positive kill ratio. In fact, if every corp that you allied with didnt, you would suck worse than even I am insinuating.
Maybe well visit you with even numbers a couple times(now that we have allies too)and see if you undock caps, nap the fribrodi pocket again(blobbing always worked well for you in the past), or just stay docked. I always laughed when you got your meatshields to fight us, they get ****d, then you would come in at the end and claim victory....not that we dont like good fights, but to act like we got "owned" when you bring 3 or 4 to 1 odds is sort of putting yourself down. Ive never seen you engage the odds we do, only seen you chestbeat when we lose a few ships, cause we have the balls to put them in real danger.
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Andreus Ixiris
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:21:00 -
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The Final Stand have consistently accused other corporations of not posting their losses, and have consistently been shown to be lying liars. I might choke before I say these words, but I trust Khale more than I trust you. -----
CEO, Mixed Metaphor Dance Commander |
UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:26:00 -
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lying liars?, is that like a double negative? lol, and give me an example on that alt of where we said ppl dont post their losses and it turned out they did........no, wait, be vague, cause you dont have anything on us.
Maybe you just opened this thread and read my post really fast trying to catch me on something, didnt understand what I was saying, and look like an idiot right now. Just maybe.
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Ferocious FeAr
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:36:00 -
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Originally by: Andreus Ixiris The Final Stand have consistently accused other corporations of not posting their losses, and have consistently been shown to be lying liars. I might choke before I say these words, but I trust Khale more than I trust you.
Why would you trust an entity if you didn't know them? Makes sense!
__________________ Built like a Rokh |
Vaden Khale
Amarr the united Negative Ten.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 19:47:00 -
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Originally by: Andreus Ixiris The Final Stand have consistently accused other corporations of not posting their losses, and have consistently been shown to be lying liars. I might choke before I say these words, but I trust Khale more than I trust you.
Well, UndeadMaster I-wait, what did you say Ixiris?
He begins to laugh, almost uncontrollably.
It is a sad state indeed when my enemies trust me more than the Final Stand. Goes to show what your 'reputation' has become. And it will only continue its downward spiral with the addition of Yendaj. Give it time, Fear, and she will do the same to you. I remember months ago her declaration of love to MirrorGod. You will see.
-VK, aka Afroman, aka Safety Dance, aka Gizzblaster aka Wanna-Be Director
Because 'Blood Raider' sounds cooler than 'vampire in space.'
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Andreus Ixiris
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.09 20:03:00 -
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Don't mistake me, Khale - this doesn't mean I in any way have any actual trust or respect for your corporation. What I do have, however, is greater confidence in your ability to fairly represent your combat statistics - OK, actually, I guess that would mean I have at least a small amount of respect for you, given that you're honest (in some respects). -----
CEO, Mixed Metaphor Dance Commander |
UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 20:04:00 -
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Guess when you lose the argument, roleplays the best option, huh?
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Andreus Ixiris
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.09 20:10:00 -
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(( OOC: I don't know if you've noticed, but this is a roleplay forum. If you honestly haven't, I'm going to assume that you're either stupid or intentionally ignorant (or most likely both). If you want to talk "out of character", take it to CAOD )) -----
CEO, Mixed Metaphor Dance Commander |
UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 20:25:00 -
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((((OOC: Im sorry that I dont fit into your cool roleplaying forum (LOL), maybe I should have pointed out that he had no response, and that HIS roleplaying was lame, in a different way.... Im going to assume your a little immature, based upon the fact that you care enough about roleplaying in an internet spaceship game to resort to personal insults....from what ive seen your a little ignorant as to who your talking about. And Ill post where I want till a mod tells me not to, carry on. ))))
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Orion GUardian
Caldari
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Posted - 2008.12.09 21:20:00 -
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And this topics point IS?
Damn, if I had wrote a topic in GalNet ever time I fell in love....damn my Ex Wife would have killed me by now. [Although its not quite a thing of "fault" why we parted.
Yendaj: If you think you can hurt, you may be right, if you think this will prove your love, then I think you are wrong.
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Ferocious FeAr
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 22:06:00 -
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Vaden Khale - Do not compare me to Mirrorgod, we are different people. Leave it at that.
Orion GUardian - Why didn't you express your feelings? By the sounds of things, you would be in the same place that you are now. You would have lost nothing.
__________________ Built like a Rokh |
Elsebeth Rhiannon
Minmatar Gradient Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.09 22:08:00 -
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Originally by: Ferocious FeAr Elsebeth Rhiannon û I believe you are sorely mistaken if you think that she was never talked down to because of her gender.
Originally by: Ferocious FeAr She will get what she deserves. A place where people do not belittle her and talk down to her due to being a female.
Make up your mind.
Elsebeth -- Help us defend the Republic; join Gradient today. |
Ferocious FeAr
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 22:17:00 -
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Elsebeth Rhiannon - Do you not read between the lines, she is coming from a bad situation to a good one.
__________________ Built like a Rokh |
MirrorGod
Heretic Army Heretic Nation
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Posted - 2008.12.09 22:24:00 -
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Originally by: Vaden Khale
And to MirrorGod: It's fun to be right. I told you this would happen.
*MirrorGod cackles
Honestly, anyone who says "I hate to say I told you so..." is a bloody liar. Everyone loves to say they told you so.
Anyway, I wise man once said...
When all of your wishes have been granted Many of your Dreams, will be destroyed.
I find it very relevant. End of the day, some might see this as a knife in the wounds, and hey, maybe to some extent it is. But there's been closure to one extent or another, so I'm moving forward. Quite simply, there was one day when Yendaj and I parted, knowing we would not see each other for quite awhile. On that day, I knew it was over but neither of us were ready to admit it. Bumpy ride from there, but I'm on top of it.
((Forgive me, I'm tying some RL issues into this internet spaceship game, and I kind of resent that. Also, this thread is now about poasting your lossmails.)) [center]
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Elsebeth Rhiannon
Minmatar Gradient Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.09 22:38:00 -
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Originally by: Ferocious FeAr Elsebeth Rhiannon - Do you not read between the lines, she is coming from a bad situation to a good one.
I think you completely missed my point.
But never mind, not like it was an important one.
Elsebeth -- Help us defend the Republic; join Gradient today. |
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Vaden Khale
Amarr the united Negative Ten.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 23:09:00 -
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Originally by: Andreus Ixiris Don't mistake me, Khale - this doesn't mean I in any way have any actual trust or respect for your corporation. What I do have, however, is greater confidence in your ability to fairly represent your combat statistics - OK, actually, I guess that would mean I have at least a small amount of respect for you, given that you're honest (in some respects).
What mistake? I still despise you. And I trust you as far as I could throw your carrier. But I just find it ironic that I, a Sani Sabik murderer, is more trusted than the vaunted Final Stand.
((OOC: Undead, srsly, wtf? If it wasn't obvious enough, this is an RP forum. So what if you don't like the RP aspect of this game, others do. Try not to ruin the experience for the rest of us. I couldn't care less about what you or your corp are doing now. From an RP point though, Vaden would obviously, still despise you. Please try to keep it in character, otherwise from the way you've been talking, you're sounding like an impertinent inconsiderate child. /rant))
-VK, aka Afroman, aka Safety Dance, aka Gizzblaster aka Wanna-Be Director
Because 'Blood Raider' sounds cooler than 'vampire in space.'
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UndeadMaster
Gallente THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 23:12:00 -
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Elsebeth,
Wait, I think I got it and understand your point, your an angry minimitar feminist that hates caldari men?....Its not fears fault you werent born a minimatar man, and never got yendaj to fall in love with you, Im sorry.
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Eran Mintor
Valklear Guard
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Posted - 2008.12.09 23:19:00 -
[43]
Good ridance; I think the Heretics are blessed to have this plague removed from their ranks.
Congratulations on the acquisition of a new Capital-class, company-owned w***e, Final Stand.
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Ferocious FeAr
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.09 23:38:00 -
[44]
Eran Mintor - You're a loser, I'm pretty sure there is a line you don't cross that is one of them. You are the reason why abortion is legal in the United States. Oh and continue to lead your minmatar fleets into my gangs, we enjoy dishing out massacres.
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MirrorGod
Heretic Army Heretic Nation
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Posted - 2008.12.09 23:54:00 -
[45]
((Is everyone in this thread bitter aside from me? Come now, really? )) [center]
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Elsebeth Rhiannon
Minmatar Gradient Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.10 00:05:00 -
[46]
Actually I could tell you stories about Caldari men which do not include me hating them, but being married, like I said, I think I'll pass.
As a clarification of my point - no, wait, I'll pass on that one too.
Elsebeth
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Hellfire 000
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Posted - 2008.12.10 00:09:00 -
[47]
Originally by: Elsebeth Rhiannon Actually I could tell you stories about Caldari men which do not include me hating them, but being married, like I said, I think I'll pass.
As a clarification of my point - no, wait, I'll pass on that one too.
Elsebeth
I'm a transsexual minmatar wanna get together some time ?
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BloodBird
Gallente Duty.
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Posted - 2008.12.10 02:30:00 -
[48]
Edited by: BloodBird on 10/12/2008 02:30:06
Originally by: MirrorGod ((Is everyone in this thread bitter aside from me? Come now, really? ))
((No they are not, I think it's simply a case of a couple people that don't seem to understand nor respect the aspect of role-play. Shame really.
All have, btw, been reported and I expect this tread to be cleaned eventually, and that includes my own post here.))
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TouchMeHek
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Posted - 2008.12.10 03:54:00 -
[49]
(OOC This thread is so ****ing gay)
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Mr Frog
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Posted - 2008.12.10 03:56:00 -
[50]
Originally by: TouchMeHek (OOC This thread is so ****ing gay)
apologies for the alt post, this is my main.
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Inara Subaka
Caldari the united Negative Ten.
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Posted - 2008.12.10 03:58:00 -
[51]
Originally by: Andreus Ixiris Don't mistake me, Khale - this doesn't mean I in any way have any actual trust or respect for your corporation. What I do have, however, is greater confidence in your ability to fairly represent your combat statistics - OK, actually, I guess that would mean I have at least a small amount of respect for you, given that you're honest (in some respects).
Sweet gods, I almost choked on my drink when I heard this. Really, you should give more warning before saying things like that, you could cause a poor lady heart failure.
That said, I think I might actually respect the Heretics now... and TFS even less (I didn't think that was possible). I have spoken with Vaden, and we both agree that TFS can't get any worse in terms of ability (I've met fresh cadets straight from the academies that were more competent fighters) but there is a strong possibility of Heretics actually getting better; pruning the weak branches that didn't produce, as it were.
MirrorGod, while we may not agree on many things, let me assure you that you are much better off without such a... harlot hanging on you. Jumping from man to man, declaring undivided love when it is obviously about self-service... You'd be better off visiting the Federation and making use of one of the many Pleasure Hubs. There is an Egonics station here in Rancer that has a nice bar that I highly recommend and Hub that I've heard good things about.
TFS, maybe you can return to our little corner of the universe... and this time not run away when the going gets tough like a Drooler Hound with it's tail tucked between it's legs.
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Fintroll
Art of War
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Posted - 2008.12.10 04:00:00 -
[52]
you all sucked from the start
don't holla back, ever
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Smog890
Minmatar Knights Of the Black Sun
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Posted - 2008.12.10 04:45:00 -
[53]
Edited by: Smog890 on 10/12/2008 04:45:16 All hail smog890 seems to be more heretic .p.o.o.p. going on. Thank god I pew pewed them when I had the chance instead of following them into this trail of tardness that looks to of happened within Heretics so glad I got out when I did but only with a bang
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MADDOGzors
THE FINAL STAND Red Box.
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Posted - 2008.12.10 05:14:00 -
[54]
I'm a little curious as to why The United seems to always troll any thread that has anything to do with The Final Stand. Fill me in on that if you could.
It almost seems as if you're enticing us to move all alliance assets into Rancer. If you want that just say so, we may be interested. I must warn you though. If you think that because you've survived there for so long and can't be removed you're wrong. You're in an isolated pocket of low-sec, that reason alone eliminates a lot of people that don't feel like jumping through high-sec 1 by 1.
I find it amusing when I read all your comments about us. I laugh because it's so far from the truth. The thing is our alliance has one issue about moving there to stomp you in the dirt. We like to roam, see new targets and mix it up. Living in an isolated pocket does not allow that easily.
My personal opinion on the situation all smack aside, you in some way envy us. Maybe one day we'll meet in space again soon.
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Elsebeth Rhiannon
Minmatar Gradient Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.10 06:58:00 -
[55]
Originally by: Hellfire 000 I'm a transsexual minmatar wanna get together some time ?
My marriage contract is exclusive. But thanks for the offer.
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zoolkhan
Minmatar Mirkur Draug'Tyr Ushra'Khan
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Posted - 2008.12.10 08:49:00 -
[56]
Originally by: Mr Frog This post has been cleared of inappropriate content.
Regards, The EVE Online Moderation team
apologies for the alt post, this is my main.
...i miss the good old times when these line came from ISD.
I surely have no idea what "eve-online" is.. i heared about the EVE-gate though. Is it related?
recruiting -forum
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zoolkhan
Minmatar Mirkur Draug'Tyr Ushra'Khan
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Posted - 2008.12.10 08:55:00 -
[57]
Originally by: Elsebeth Rhiannon
Originally by: Hellfire 000 I'm a transsexual minmatar wanna get together some time ?
My marriage contract is exclusive. But thanks for the offer.
Elsebeth
yeah, ****.. i tried that already.
recruiting -forum
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Hercules Strongarm
Genos Occidere
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Posted - 2008.12.10 11:50:00 -
[58]
Happy hunting and all the best Yen.
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Vaden Khale
Amarr the united Negative Ten.
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Posted - 2008.12.10 12:11:00 -
[59]
Vaden snorts in derision, the hate apparent in his eyes
Please. The same could be said about you. And as for moving your alliance to Rancer, please do. Mightier entities than you have tried to remove us, and they have all left.
As an aside, if you check the channel histories on GalNet, you'll see that I frequently respond to Heretic posts, especially from Yendaj and MirrorGod. Stop being so full of yourself, the galaxy does not revolve around you, and no one cares about you. Your egocentricity is worse than that of a spoiled child.
Vaden takes a long gulp of wine as he closes channel.
-VK, aka Afroman, aka Safety Dance, aka Gizzblaster aka Wanna-Be Director
Because 'Blood Raider' sounds cooler than 'vampire in space.'
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Mukiri
Minmatar Tribal Core
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Posted - 2008.12.10 13:02:00 -
[60]
Edited by: Mukiri on 10/12/2008 13:02:20 Please folks quite feeding the moneky here, I do not know the parties involved but in just reading the post it takes 30 seconds for me to realized this is a cry of an unsufferable drama queen trying to ganer what sympathy she can for her plight. Your efforts to understand are not doing anything but feeding the drama.
Move along folks, nothing to see here.
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Sahaquiel Faust
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.10 15:23:00 -
[61]
Originally by: Ferocious FeAr Sahaquiel Faust û She will get what she deserves. A place where people do not belittle her and talk down to her due to being a female. It's hard to stay sane when the person who is involved with you gives you no type of support or respect. This is not a knock on that individual but rather a sheer reminder of why she is now with a man that stands up for his woman.
You very obviously don't know me. I'm many things, but sexist is not one of them. I disliked Yendaj because of her command stlye (or lack thereof) and her exceedingly grating personality. that can happen in either gender. She just happens to be female. -----
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Ard UnjiiGo
The Bastards
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Posted - 2008.12.10 19:28:00 -
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Edited by: Ard UnjiiGo on 10/12/2008 19:28:30
Originally by: MADDOGzors
I must warn you though. If you think that because you've survived there for so long and can't be removed you're wrong. You're in an isolated pocket of low-sec, that reason alone eliminates a lot of people that don't feel like jumping through high-sec 1 by 1.
Anyone else finding this ironic?
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Orion GUardian
Caldari
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Posted - 2008.12.10 21:34:00 -
[63]
Originally by: Ferocious FeAr
Orion GUardian - Why didn't you express your feelings? By the sounds of things, you would be in the same place that you are now. You would have lost nothing.
Ok I think I was mistaken with one of my assumptions, at least it seems to be ok to you. About expressing my feelings: I do not feel the urge to put up personal matters into the open. To people I know, personal friends or companions of course...in a more private matter and not into the face of everyone. Because you could perhaps say that what she wrote is a tribute to you as well as an insult of some sort against someone else.
And....my Ex-Wife is NOT really the reason why I dont express my "feelings" about that matter openly on GalNET, as ar as my informations go she died a while ago, I felt sorry that I could not visit the funeral anyway, but its a matter of....taste perhaps.
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DragonRiderTao
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Posted - 2008.12.10 21:55:00 -
[64]
Seek the lands that promise most.
How many dragons can you slay? You cant slay mine. |
Val Sharen
Caldari Freewind Ventures
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Posted - 2008.12.12 16:02:00 -
[65]
The nurse prodded me awake with stimulants and my eyes fluttered open as my assistant bent down and whispered these happenings into my ear.
How I wished that I had purchased the portable flash clone module instead of being full of hubris and going planetside without one.
Now I am brought in and out of coma after an accident to hear news and still unable to climb to a chair. If they would just let me to a pod so I can get off this rock.
I must needs talk and see what my friends, sister and others have done since I have been dreaming so long.
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Telemicus Thrace
Thrace Inc
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Posted - 2008.12.15 12:07:00 -
[66]
I have only taken the time to read the first transmit. I also admit I have been away a long while.
Promise me you will do one thing for me Yennie.
Fly free Sister.
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BloodSoaked Goddess
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Posted - 2008.12.16 00:03:00 -
[67]
((ooc: Yendaj character has moved on and is now being flown by Mirrorgod as his alt... All contacts of mine are being made aware of this and all further contact should be via this character or my main... Kind Regards ..Tash))
((To thrace, thanks darling! Much love and I wish all of you the best of luck...))
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Vincent Pryce
Gallente Mixed Metaphor
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Posted - 2008.12.16 17:43:00 -
[68]
Ferocious, I was just making a statement that had nothing to do with you. Go plug in a naqam happy chip, maybe it'll improve your reading comprehension along with your other issues like your insecurity. You know I was just hoping that she'd have more than just the cloud nine, and in a way it seems she has if she indeed likes you. So, sod off and don't bother me further.
((OOC note: Ferocious, if you don't understand RP, please stay off the IGS forums. There are other venues for OOC interaction, this is not one of them. If you are involved with Tash OOG that's between you two. I am not making any claims, judgment or assumptions on that field as it's none of my business. My perspectives are purely roleplay as it should be on this forum section, please understand that. - The player of Vince))
_________________________________ King for a day, Batman forever...
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Evanda Char
Minmatar Re-Awakened Technologies Inc Electus Matari
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Posted - 2008.12.17 18:30:00 -
[69]
Edited by: Evanda Char on 17/12/2008 18:32:44
Originally by: Ferocious FeAr Elsebeth Rhiannon û I believe you are sorely mistaken if you think that she was never talked down to because of her gender.
I think Else's point was that everything you said about Yendaj being your girl and standing up for the poor helpless little woman was in fact, sexist in spades.
Language mirrors the thought process.
-Eva-
Electus Matari - taking it one bad guy at a time |
Bo'Tox
Amarr Arkor Inc
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Posted - 2008.12.19 04:15:00 -
[70]
Yendai,
I am pleased that you have finally found your vocation, true calling in life.
For the rest of us we shall keep doing what we know and do best in order to get us through the long night....
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CyberLove ftl
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Posted - 2009.03.05 05:09:00 -
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Edited by: CyberLove ftl on 05/03/2009 05:14:35
Originally by: Yendaj Edited by: Yendaj on 09/12/2008 00:12:42
I gasped for breath yet again as I looked up into his eyes. Then something so unexpected came over his face as he leaned downwards and kissed me, so passionately and so deeply that I really did lose all my balance and most likely my will to live at that point.
"I can't let you go Yennie.... I am inlove with you, stay with me here... I don't want you to go back to Heretics"
I wasnt quite sure I had heard him say those words and no doubt the fact that nothing but air escaped my lips caused the drastic change in his face... For the first time, I actually saw Fear!
Yes, I really had seen Fear for the first time, not only the fear in his face that perhaps I didnt feel the same way, but the heart of the man, a heart that most people couldnt imagine was even there.
"I dont just want you here as a Pilot Yen, I want to make you my wife, to spend the rest of my days with you" he said
I wasnt sure I just heard those words, but before I could even think I answered them..
"Yes! oh Yes, an eternity of yes's" I replied..
And so I dropped my roles from Heretics and applied to spend the rest of my life with the man who had healed my heart, shown me respect and passion... Given me hope..
Ferocious Fear and Yendaj will be together for an eternity...
I was welcomed into The Final Stand as I always knew I would be, I belonged with them from the beginning. Beautiful boys I always loved you all and now, finally I am home.. With the family I deserve and the man I love.
I will honor and respect all of you and do my very best to live up to your standards..
I love you Fear and I love all you boys in The Final Stand and Red Box Alliance...
Yennie is definitely home........
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CyberLove ftl
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Posted - 2009.03.05 05:14:00 -
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Edited by: CyberLove ftl on 05/03/2009 05:15:07 old quote:
I am a woman..
Minmatar.....
I am far from humble, far from passive...
But living in Placid..
I am in love with an Amarrian...A blood thirsty, vicious, unyeilding, merciless, dirty pirate! ...
With a heart of gold, a brilliant mind.... Loyal, trustworthy, honest... My Oxymoron... Oh how I adore you..
Here I pledge myself to you, body, heart, mind, soul... I am yours always and forever...
I will stand next to you through every battle, fight every cause even if it is not my own... I love you, you are my Night, you are all that is and ever will be..
I have taken the knife to my palm, spilt my Minmatar blood onto the ground at your feet and give myself to you freely and for as long as there is breath in my body and fluid surrounding my biomass, for each clone that regenerates after I die alongside you....
I am yours and yours alone..
Mirrorgod........
The time has come my love! We are as close as we can be to our destiny and I will not let anything stop us from reaching our goal...
I love you
>> Meet the Author <<
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Princess Leiah
Gallente Exotic Dancers Club
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Posted - 2009.03.09 07:27:00 -
[73]
Arguing on the internet is like competing in the special olympics! Even if you win your still a ******!
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samir nasri
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Posted - 2009.03.23 07:51:00 -
[74]
Edited by: samir nasri on 23/03/2009 07:52:21 Edited by: samir nasri on 23/03/2009 07:52:13 i am a lonely caldari woman looking for a minmatar woman to settle down with and share life's vision and dreams with
do you have any blood left to spill on my shoes?
lol..........
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CyberLove ftl
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Posted - 2009.03.31 12:03:00 -
[75]
what about caldari men, do you do those?
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CyberLove ftl
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Posted - 2009.04.07 02:47:00 -
[76]
funny convo
> thats her kitchen i believe > ran up all the electricity bills and stuff > then he f%^ked off and left it for her
> shes fairly nice like
> lol, apparently he fc'd for like 14 hours a day with the heater on for like 6 months > then took off when electricity bill went thru the roof
> fairly nice if you drank enough tequila to forget yur bloody name
> so mean
> she looks like a witch to me id say burn her
> too bad they deleted our drama thread on C&P
> orly?
> and bit%^es in pullovers alays are fat
> why? > maybe its cold there
> those boots arent exactly elegant neither... just a sign that she doesnt shave her hairy legs
> lol
> anyone object if i save that picture for later > ill convo her now > hey babay i hear you have a thing for evil uber space pirates > i got all that sh^t and i got a submarine in navy fields
> lol there's a thread on IGS > where she "pledges" her love for mirrorgod and minmatar > then she did it again for fear and final stand > its a f$%ken good read hang on
> wow when rolplay and RL collide > funny thing too > that hellfire 000 guy typed a smart ass comment > and fear thought he was being serious > and he says AMEN BROTHER
> LOL... > lmao > lol
these dram bombs are like at least six and a half times better then any drama bomb ive encounterd
> should have read the drama thread on C&P really > THAT one delivered :P > then it vanished overnight as if it never existed ^^ > hehe, it went way over the top, but that makes a good thread imo
cyber love, priceless!
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NotNowKato
Neo Spartans
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Posted - 2009.04.10 04:10:00 -
[77]
drama king - stfu and play the game.
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