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Lucian Alucard
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Posted - 2005.09.01 08:23:00 -
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Over the past few months I have let my personal real life frustrations pour over into Eve and this has caused me to make comments that in a calmer mind I would not make. Between my failing health,family deaths and other sever personal set backs I have lashed out verbally on these forums towards people I sincerely consider friends. I have over time alienated myself and accept full responsibility for my actions there is no excuse for doing what I have done.
As such I would like to personally appologise to Buddrow,Blacklight,Destable,Halseth Durn,XirtamVotf,Aneu,Shin Ra and Foyle. I have made unwarrented and frankly ruthless remarks toward you.
Somewhere along the line I forgot that at the end of the day this is just a game and started taking it WAY to seriously. I would further like to make the statement that the veiws I state here are and ALWAYS have been my own and not that of my corps. I was not pressured into this but made the right choice (for once) to deflate my frankly pathetic ego and bite the bullet and say I'm sorry.
I have no illusions that the majority of people will not believe me and that result is something i am prepaired to accept. After this post is made I plan on ceasing ALL posts in this forum and would like the mods to personally do me the favor of leaving this thread here one day so as it to be circulated. I ask this because this is as much an appology to them as it is to the Eve community.
Good Day and Fly Safe -
Lucian Alucard
Undisputed Lord Of The Forums!!!
The best joke ever!!!!
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sweet__kitty/40953.html?mode=reply
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w0rmy
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Posted - 2005.09.01 08:37:00 -
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It takes a big man to admit when hes wrong.
Kudos.
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Orest
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Posted - 2005.09.01 08:48:00 -
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You earned my respect with that post. It is not that easy to apologise in public like this.
Orest
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Vince Draken
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Posted - 2005.09.01 09:16:00 -
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Too Mr. Dr. Phill.......
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Raem Civrie
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Posted - 2005.09.01 09:22:00 -
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Good on yer.
I myself repeatedly find myself in poor mental status, so to speak, at which times I tend to, ah, do/say things that one might later regret. I myself don't apologize for these outbursts, however, simply due to their frequency. You could say that volatility is a part of me by now.
I believe the question is how much one's mental state affects the self, and how much personal responsibility comes into play. When your brain is full of/sorely lacking certain hormones and suchthings due to whatnots such as sickness, grief or other things, how "responsible" are you for your actions?
Speaking for myself, I understand just how you feel. Logic takes the back seat in these circumstances. So does common sense and normal restraint. Expecting normal behavior from a person in such a state is unfair.
But not everyone will understand. It's something you have to experience yourself to truly "get it", and that's something I wish upon no-one.
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DB Preacher
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Posted - 2005.09.01 09:28:00 -
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Edited by: DB Preacher on 01/09/2005 09:28:10
lucien ya big girly blouse...
One of the great things about eve is that you can whine, give abuse to, kill people who you class as friends and it really don't mean anything. The next day it's all forgotten!
I'm sure blacklight will be here to call you a big poof later on ^^
dbp
Current RKK Ranking: (CAL4) Soldier
Drop by and say hi in Reikoku Forums.
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Fire Lotus
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Posted - 2005.09.01 09:59:00 -
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Wow I am speechless. Hats off to you!
May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the crotch of the person that screws up your day and may thier arms be too short to scratch. |
clagnuts
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Posted - 2005.09.01 10:34:00 -
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hats off to u m8 , takes balls to say all that in pulic
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Ebedar
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Posted - 2005.09.01 11:05:00 -
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Hope your RL stuff starts to settle down soon.
Nice post.
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Nafri
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Posted - 2005.09.01 11:13:00 -
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maybe step away from keyboard and dont play for some weeks 
Your bla bla hit bla bla for bla bla damage. Wanna have some bubu now? |
Nez Perces
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Posted - 2005.09.01 13:55:00 -
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Personally I've always had a soft spot for Lucian, his posts are always well constructed and eloquent and more often than not there is a lot of sense in them, even if they are quite pointed at times.
I hope things sort themselves out for you in RL bud..
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Dyvim Slorm
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Posted - 2005.09.01 14:01:00 -
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Well done for having the balls to say that in public and I do hope RL improves for you.
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Masta Killa
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Posted - 2005.09.01 14:08:00 -
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To be honest you should remove Shin Ra from the list, he would start a verbal fight with the Pope if he got the chance.
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We are The... Reikoku o.0
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Shin Ra
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Posted - 2005.09.01 14:19:00 -
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 Originally by: Masta Killa
To be honest you should remove Shin Ra from the list, he would start a verbal fight with the Pope if he got the chance.
I would actually. There are just too many inconsistencies in the bible.
Anyway, I'm sure Lucian can decide what he wants to post for himself.
While you may copy our raven setups, you can't mimic my forum powers, so leave it be.
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Dark Shikari
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Posted - 2005.09.01 14:25:00 -
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Respect.
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Proud member of the [23].
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Leilani Solaris
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Posted - 2005.09.01 14:30:00 -
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Originally by: Shin Ra
Originally by: Masta Killa
To be honest you should remove Shin Ra from the list, he would start a verbal fight with the Pope if he got the chance.
I would actually. There are just too many inconsistencies in the bible.
Anyway, I'm sure Lucian can decide what he wants to post for himself.
While you may copy our raven setups, you can't mimic my forum powers, so leave it be.
religion is banned from these forums. just an FYI 
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Blacklight
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Posted - 2005.09.01 15:42:00 -
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Originally by: DB Preacher
I'm sure blacklight will be here to call you a big poof later on ^^
..and as predicted I arrive late, just to say... Lucian you are a big poof 
No need for an apology to be honest as we all blow off occasionally, I've had a few corkers myself in recent months, it's all water off a duck's back.
Eve Blacklight Style
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Dafuzz
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Posted - 2005.09.01 16:11:00 -
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I enjoyed the way you posted yesterday Lucian, please do keep it up. It is promising to have quality discourse amongst "enemies", and refreshing to hear of the reasoning behind your committment. Hats off!
Congratulations on your moment of clarity. Let we all learn from it.
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Demarcus
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Posted - 2005.09.01 16:18:00 -
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Nice post, and my best to you and yours, hope everything works out well for you.
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Caybn E'vangel
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Posted - 2005.09.01 16:20:00 -
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A very sincere post, which is rare. I wish you all the best in RL m8.
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Buddrow
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Posted - 2005.09.01 16:59:00 -
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well luc
i wouldn't of really banned you, just wanted you to pump your breaks man.
we all still like ya, and such are the ways of eve where you get sucked into thinking its real.
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"Give me but one firm spot on which to stand, and I will move earth."
Archimedes c.287 - 212 BC
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Stormfront
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Posted - 2005.09.01 17:05:00 -
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I would like to thank the Grammys and my one left nut.
I would also like to sincerely apologise to the Eve community for being me. Thanks.
BTW, good post Lucian.
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oDDiTy V2
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Posted - 2005.09.01 17:13:00 -
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/me tips hat in respect.
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VonKaplanek III
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Posted - 2005.09.01 17:57:00 -
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Originally by: oDDiTy V2
/me tips hat in respect.
me too
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Neon Genesis
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Posted - 2005.09.01 18:05:00 -
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Charming 
No sarcasm btw
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There, i just contributed nothing to your thread
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Kirin
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Posted - 2005.09.01 18:32:00 -
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See Luc, there's your first problem right there, ya let RL get in way of your gaming
But Kudos man, your still my lil freak on teamspeak
Remember the toes you step on today are still connected to the arse you may have to kiss tomorrow.
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Lowa
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Posted - 2005.09.01 18:55:00 -
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Lucien,
I've seen a few "Im sorry's" by know. This once counts as one of the more sincere. 'Nuff said!
Originally by: DB Preacher
Oh and if anyone gives you abuse on the forums about your ego again... just tell them to stick it up their gunport ;)
dbp
That made me laugh really hard! Good one! 
/LOWA
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Lucian Alucard
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Posted - 2005.09.01 18:56:00 -
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Originally by: Nez Perces
Personally I've always had a soft spot for Lucian, his posts are always well constructed and eloquent and more often than not there is a lot of sense in them, even if they are quite pointed at times.
I hope things sort themselves out for you in RL bud..
Undisputed Lord Of The Forums!!!
The best joke ever!!!!
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sweet__kitty/40953.html?mode=reply
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Darken Two
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Posted - 2005.09.01 19:16:00 -
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I <3 you all. Or its teh alcohol speaking and I'm gonna regret this post in teh morning.
Originally by: Blind Fear
Generally, when trying to be a puppetmaster, it is considered good form not to wrap the strings around your neck and choke yourself.
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Zarthanon
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Posted - 2005.09.02 05:16:00 -
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Originally by: Kirin
See Luc, there's your first problem right there, ya let RL get in way of your gaming
But Kudos man, your still my lil freak on teamspeak
I want to be your freak on TS... God damnit Luc... you took my woman that sounds manly on TS... props to you for having some of the biggest balls in Eve... (mine are still bigger, BTW) :P
Originally by: ParMizaN
i mayv or may nit abe a bit drunk
Originally by: Buddrow
TO THETR DRUMNBS OF WAR WET GHO
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