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Vicarrah
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Posted - 2004.06.08 01:06:00 -
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It's interesting to rise up out of sleep to find that our home is camped by not one, but two enemy fleets.
It's very interesting to find that one of our friends has gone rogue, along with a well known pirate and freebooter, and that the numbers of our enemies had swelled by two battleships.
Knowing that the situation would resolve itself one way or the other, and any involvement from myself, or any of our brethren would only result in good warriors dying, I stood the crew of the PFS Tortured Soul down and decided to check the neo-comm. 5 minutes of trawling through hate mail and spam later, I noticed that someone had escrowed something for my attention. I was stunned to find that the Battleship class PFS Pinafore was awaiting pickup in Heild.
I had last seen my ship in combat under the command of Kal Cyann, a tactical decision as Kal had more experience and a better overall effectiveness than myself, and I had assumed that his defection would result in my own ship being used against my brethren and I.
Some people snap under pressure, some fight back, the pressure of flying a battleship owned by someone else (even with insurance), is nothing compared to the pressure of leading the fight against the rabid hounds of Amarr.
I guess Kal snapped.
I'm glad to see his leaving was semi-honourable in that he left no debts, but still, I cannot forgive the dark path he has taken. There are so few of us left who remember the inception of our struggle, so many good pilots who have fallen by the wayside. Now there is another name for the list of enemies, and another good pilot and friend gone.
I think it's time I slept for a while again.
Vicarrah
Tahiri Protector |
zoolkhan
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Posted - 2004.06.08 05:44:00 -
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.. that was sad news indeed. I had to move the name of a friend
onto the KOS list.
he gave up. Himself, his friends.. the PRM.
I hope someone else takes the burden to pod him, i dont want to do it.
v.Adm. ZoolKhan; U'K Council member.
W're Ushra'Khan - we come for our people!
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Komisches
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Posted - 2004.06.08 06:12:00 -
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Kal's gone?!? 
I don't believe it. Why, I'm sure i was talking to him in the last two days, and he 'seemed' fine.
Another one bites the dust, it seems, for the PRM. 
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Darius Shakor
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Posted - 2004.06.08 09:54:00 -
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Even in betrayal there is honour. He returned the ship as you say, to avoid debts. Though this can make him more dangerous as an enemy as his honour holds fast. He owes you nothing now in his mind, which makes shooting at his old friends all the more easy. I guess this is how he rationalised his descision.
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Analysis[Ceasefire]....Complete - 'Term given to the act of firing, causing the ceasation of the life it is directed at |
Grayfang
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Posted - 2004.06.08 16:40:00 -
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*Grabs a bag of popcorn*
Whens the shooting gonna start? 
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Yamatar
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Posted - 2004.06.08 16:56:00 -
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Edited by: Yamatar on 08/06/2004 16:58:43
Started last night to be fair. We had some fun all through the night, although my 3 highlights were leading the Pie Fleet out of Hrober, Whilst they all tried to keep up, engaging a 5 ship fleet solo and lasting 10 minutes before i realised that it was a stalemate and having to call in friends and finally getting big headed (seems you cannot say c_o_c_k_y despite its validity) at 2 am suffering sleep deprivation and losing to 2 ruppies and a phoon in hrober.
I dont mind dying at old friends hands, rather them than a stranger.
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Yamatar
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Posted - 2004.06.08 16:56:00 -
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Hang on one second. Freebooter???
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Vicarrah
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Posted - 2004.06.08 17:04:00 -
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 Originally by: Yamatar
Hang on one second. Freebooter???
Yes, you've not been part of the PFM for a while, as I understand it, you went mad for a while as well? maybe this sudden outburst of treachery has some roots in either a psychological, or physiological source.
I shall have to consult our physicians to see what know about these sorts of problems.
Vicarrah
Tahiri Protector |
Kal Cyann
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Posted - 2004.06.09 22:57:00 -
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Originally by: Vicarrah
Some people snap under pressure, some fight back, the pressure of flying a battleship owned by someone else (even with insurance), is nothing compared to the pressure of leading the fight against the rabid hounds of Amarr.
I guess Kal snapped.
I'm glad to see his leaving was semi-honourable in that he left no debts, but still, I cannot forgive the dark path he has taken. There are so few of us left who remember the inception of our struggle, so many good pilots who have fallen by the wayside. Now there is another name for the list of enemies, and another good pilot and friend gone.
U seemed to have almost nailed it on the head there Vicarrah my old freind. When pilots wanted to fight i was mostly 1st on list to lead them, when i was mining for my bs i got numerous mails bout when am i going to be back fighting. Even more wanted me in diff fields of combat. I am only 1 pilot so spreading myself over several diff areas in 1 day is going too far, thing was i got moaned at for not doing the other things i could'nt do at the time. So hard to plz everyone, an even harder when ur not supported 100%.
Few understand all the pressures forced down upon me all the time. Even fewer understand the proper reasons i left PFM/PRM, an very few will understand y i am here now.
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Komisches
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Posted - 2004.06.10 00:58:00 -
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Edited by: Komisches on 10/06/2004 01:02:42
Greetings Kal.
I'd like to know why you left us, would you care to tell me?
Maybe we should use your story to frighten our children into behaving: "Do your chores or Kal Cyann will get you!" heh. Or maybe not. 
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Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.10 07:14:00 -
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*Shakes head in dissapoinment*
Even the young snap under great stress.
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Kal Cyann
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Posted - 2004.06.10 13:35:00 -
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There r a few who know full reasoning y i left.
Ask the right questions an u'll get the right answers.
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Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 08:35:00 -
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No answer is nessecary, my son. We all have our reasons for doing what we do.
Remember this well, in a time when there was no effective cloning technolgy to keep us going. No Jovian pods to single handly pilot hastly rigged Scythe cruiser, your ancestors were fighting and loosing their very lives, without coming back as clones, so that you could have the freedom to make the choice you have done.
I may not like it, but it is what we and your forefathers fought and died for on the battle field. They died and suffered grief so that you could have the freedom to bring down war upon your brothers and grief upon others, for whatever reasons you may have for doing so.
I ask for no explanation, only that you make the best of your freedom... and the price it cost for you to have it. I believe you already know this as you have fought for freedom yourself with the Peoples Front of Minmitar... I belive you Kal are closer to knowing this than most.
I pray that one day you will return to the light. In the meantime... I wish I could wish you well, but I cannot as you have taken the path of profiteering at the expense of another's grief and pain... as do the Amarrian's who enslave us and the treachorous San Matari who betray us to their masters.
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Pacal Balan
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Posted - 2004.06.11 09:18:00 -
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I pray that one day you will return to the light.
Look deeper brother... deeper and you will see that " Fire always returns to fire..." the place of its birth.
Darkened energies... know that you will not be allowed to taint those of our kind...
" Cizin's fire speaks to us...his chosen, Pero no pudieron matar nuestras raÝces, for we cannot die!ö |
Ticket Master
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Posted - 2004.06.11 09:35:00 -
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Edited by: Ticket Master on 11/06/2004 09:36:23
So am I to beleive the the old war criminal, Corin Raven, is coming out of retirement?
And Kal.. you seem to have changed alligience once again. From terrorist to Pirate to religious zealot?
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Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 09:43:00 -
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Edited by: Corin Raven on 11/06/2004 09:44:44
Originally by: Ticket Master
So am I to beleive the the old war criminal, Corin Raven, is coming out of retirement?
You assume correctly, worm.
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And Kal.. you seem to have changed alligience once again. From terrorist to Pirate to religious zealot?
And you have need to preach of Zealotry? Worm!
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Proud Captain of the CRS Loki-II (Rupture Class) |
Talona
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Posted - 2004.06.11 09:45:00 -
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Fire seeks fire
Fire cleanses
And in the fiery embrace of Cizin, our brother is reborn
Seylaa!
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Ticket Master
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Posted - 2004.06.11 10:02:00 -
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Originally by: Corin Raven
Edited by: Corin Raven on 11/06/2004 09:44:44
Originally by: Ticket Master
So am I to beleive the the old war criminal, Corin Raven, is coming out of retirement?
You assume correctly, worm.
Hah! This should be interesting. You'll find that warfare and piloting has changed a lot since your war years Corin. And I doubt an old dog like you can learn new tricks. I can see you now, flying into battle with you well armed....
...zimmer frame :D
Anyway, hijack over, back to Kal
Talona, my dear, when are you going to learn that even fire can be easily dowsed?
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The train for freedom is not an express route |
Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 10:28:00 -
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I promise not to kill you for that comment, Worm
I shall see to it that you live the rest of your life out in a Zimmer Frame instead. As useless material to your God and your king
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Proud Captain of the CRS Loki-II (Rupture Class) |
Vicarrah
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Posted - 2004.06.11 13:48:00 -
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well well well, an interesting situation we have here no doubt.
Kal, I think you've made the best decision, given the circumstances, I wish you luck.
Corin, what can I say. Your very name makes me tremble, your visage haunts my dreams and drives me to fight, the stuff of legends whispers around you like the ghosts of our forebears. I wept when you disappeared, for it seemed the rebellion had lost its vanguard, and I had lost my hero.
If you need equipment or training, please let me know, and I will endeavour to help in any way possible.
Vicarrah
Tahiri Protector |
Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 13:59:00 -
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I was but one man out of thousands, Vicarrah. I owe my life to those who fell. I survived... and yet I left the battle field when this so called Minmitar Republic was finally established. I realise now that my depature was too soon, I should have stayed on.
When lying in my hospital bed, I was surrounded by 4 white walls. I thought to myself... "Is this how I want it to end?"
No. I am Matari.. but more than that I am a warrior and one of the few survivors of a glorious age of Matari. We shall bring that age back again and remember, with honour, the true heros of Matar, of yesteryear, today and tommorow.
Hail Freedom!
Hail Matari!
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Proud Captain of the CRS Loki-II (Rupture Class) |
Kal Cyann
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Posted - 2004.06.11 14:25:00 -
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Words spoken by a Warrior from a long line of Warriors, words that should settle an linger in all true matari warriors.
I know of what u speak, more so than i care to realise, because of my past. Without looking inside myself i lost sight of what i was becoming an what was i leaving behind.
I myself looked at myself after the last few days of darkness an asked myself the same question an the whispers an words that came to me began to haunt an torment me with there meaning.
A conversation with an old freind regarding all i was feeling, an what was going off, made me look deeper inside myself an i shaw that not only had i betreyed those who trusted me the most i had betreyed myself.
AN i know of the days of old, i was born of an older generation than most an lsot my family to a maggot attack before clones were even under devlopement.
An to the maggot known as ticket master i have gone back to my roots, back to where it all began. Back to the focal point of all my hatered for the past. An i won't be jsut talking bout events i will be making them.
I am a warrior, an a warriors place is on the battlefield anthat is where u will find me once more...
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Dagoth IronJaw
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Posted - 2004.06.11 14:28:00 -
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So it is true... The old dog is back!!
I look forward to flying with you again Kal, we feared you lost.
It is better to die on your feet than live on your knees.
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Kal Cyann
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Posted - 2004.06.11 14:31:00 -
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I did lose Dagoth, but voices from the past filled me up the courage to face my inner fears an vanqiush them.
Now i am turning my attention back to the worms.....
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Hardin
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Posted - 2004.06.11 14:43:00 -
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Originally by: Vicarrah
Corin, what can I say. Your very name makes me tremble, your visage haunts my dreams and drives me to fight, the stuff of legends whispers around you like the ghosts of our forebears. I wept when you disappeared, for it seemed the rebellion had lost its vanguard, and I had lost my hero.
If you need equipment or training, please let me know, and I will endeavour to help in any way possible.
Pah you sound like an old woman reminiscing over an ancient holoreel star Vicarrah...
Who is this Corin but merely another godless and clueless Minmatar?
If he should attempt to meddle in Amarr affairs PIE and our allies in the CVA shall ensure that he learns a hard lesson...
Long Live The Emperor
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Tsual
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Posted - 2004.06.11 14:49:00 -
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Originally by: Hardin
Pah you sound like an old woman reminiscing over an ancient holoreel star Vicarrah...
Who is this Corin but merely another godless and clueless Minmatar?
If he should attempt to meddle in Amarr affairs PIE and our allies in the CVA shall ensure that he learns a hard lesson...
Long Live The Emperor
Pah you sounds like an old man nagging about an old movie he wished he had never seen.
Who is this Emperor but merely another dotter trying to make politic.
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Tsual - Miner from faith, frigat junky for life.
Ritual of the Qua'nadhar. |
Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 14:55:00 -
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There is an old saying Hardin
"To defeat your enemy you must first out live him."
I have out lived the old Emperor.. I shall endeavour to out live the current one, by any means possible.
See you on the battle field, young worm. An honourable worm is still a worm after all.
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Ticket Master
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Posted - 2004.06.11 16:04:00 -
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Originally by: Kal Cyann
Words spoken by a Warrior from a long line of Warriors, words that should settle an linger in all true matari warriors.
Seeds on stoney ground. Your people will never unite.
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An to the maggot known as ticket master i have gone back to my roots, back to where it all began. Back to the focal point of all my hatered for the past. An i won't be jsut talking bout events i will be making them.
I am a warrior, an a warriors place is on the battlefield anthat is where u will find me once more...
I look forward to your efforts. If it takes an old, godless codjer to bring you back to the terrorist fold, then you'll die as pathectically as Corin lived.
You should go back to that hospital bed Corin. Die peacefully, there is no glory to be had here save in God's service.
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The train for freedom is not an express route |
Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 16:11:00 -
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Originally by: Dagoth IronJaw
So it is true... The old dog is back!!
Thats what they call me now is it?
*grins*
And to you Ticket Master, you think we seek glory? You are a pathectic creature. Glory is created by the spirit of those who do not seek it but fight anyway, despite the odds. Those who seek it are the one's who cast their seeds on the stoney ground of which you speak.
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Darius Shakor
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Posted - 2004.06.11 17:53:00 -
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I am pleased to see that Kal has returned to us. I would rather him be a fearsom allie than a fearsom enemy.
And Ticket Master, be warned. You are treading near an old fire that never goes out. The fire dims with time, maybe even reduced to glowing embers. But it only takes one poke with a sharp stick to flare up again. Beware where you poke your sharp stick Ticket Master, lest you get burned.
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Tsual
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Posted - 2004.06.11 18:04:00 -
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Originally by: Kal Cyann
Words spoken by a Warrior from a long line of Warriors, words that should settle an linger in all true matari warriors.
I know of what u speak, more so than i care to realise, because of my past. Without looking inside myself i lost sight of what i was becoming an what was i leaving behind.
I myself looked at myself after the last few days of darkness an asked myself the same question an the whispers an words that came to me began to haunt an torment me with there meaning.
A conversation with an old freind regarding all i was feeling, an what was going off, made me look deeper inside myself an i shaw that not only had i betreyed those who trusted me the most i had betreyed myself.
AN i know of the days of old, i was born of an older generation than most an lsot my family to a maggot attack before clones were even under devlopement.
An to the maggot known as ticket master i have gone back to my roots, back to where it all began. Back to the focal point of all my hatered for the past. An i won't be jsut talking bout events i will be making them.
I am a warrior, an a warriors place is on the battlefield anthat is where u will find me once more...
*scratches his chin and absently says*
Tarat ulah alezh mashyezh ulabfakh uraythayiim aroh baathyiramlal su'dad, eshazat saraamezh gataar aroh durawezh ath naa maathtath, imish godaquhes kashiikhes da'y nal ah'neh shiyigh u'dofheh d'ay.
*looks up*
erm...nevermind.
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Tsual - Miner from faith, frigat junky for life.
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Sajuuk Cor
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Posted - 2004.06.11 21:03:00 -
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Kal's been brainwashed
Snap out of it Kal..
How much more time will you waste following other people's visions?
I'm saddened.. You're a great fighter and an old friend...and you've just taken a step backward.
When the fog in your mind clears...contact me.
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Djinn StarScream
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Posted - 2004.06.11 21:27:00 -
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WOW Kal..
From kicking arse in TPFM/PRM to kicking arse with Sneaky Magic to doing nothing at all now with Paratwa..
We have definatly lost a great fighter for the Minmatar Republic.. :(
One less fighter to battle the Amarr..
One more preacher to fill up the forums.. :(
You have been so much more to go back to hiding...
Look us up when you want to get back to fighting the Amarrian Slavers..
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Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.11 21:38:00 -
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Edited by: Corin Raven on 11/06/2004 21:42:03
Brothers, sisters. We must not judge. By all means the Parataw Ra and my Clan do not see eye to eye, but Kal is with the Matari once more, and we should be happy that he is still Matari at all.
If Kal says he will fight, he will fight.
And I believe in giving him that chance to prove that he will indeed.
Hail Freedom, for which we fight
Hail Matari, the symbol of that freedom
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Proud Captain of the CRS Loki-II (Rupture Class) |
Aodha Khan
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Posted - 2004.06.12 08:41:00 -
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Originally by: Djinn StarScream
WOW Kal..
From kicking arse in TPFM/PRM to kicking arse with Sneaky Magic to doing nothing at all now with Paratwa..
We have definatly lost a great fighter for the Minmatar Republic.. :(
One less fighter to battle the Amarr..
One more preacher to fill up the forums.. :(
You have been so much more to go back to hiding...
Look us up when you want to get back to fighting the Amarrian Slavers..
Put your head back in the sand, Djinn. It looked better that way. Who are you anyway? Never heard of you ....
Kal must be given time to fight the dark energies which enveloped him. He has gone back to his roots and I'm sure will come out of this. Time is a great healer.
So in war, the way is to avoid what is strong and to strike at what is weak. |
Gaius Kador
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Posted - 2004.06.12 11:15:00 -
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Originally by: Djinn StarScream
WOW Kal..
From kicking arse in TPFM/PRM to kicking arse with Sneaky Magic to doing nothing at all now with Paratwa..
We have definatly lost a great fighter for the Minmatar Republic.. :(
One less fighter to battle the Amarr..
One more preacher to fill up the forums.. :(
You have been so much more to go back to hiding...
Look us up when you want to get back to fighting the Amarrian Slavers..
*sighs*
This from a corporation which knelt down and accepted the pure Truth handed them by the Defenders of the Faith.
Now I see you once again, playing at rebellion and freedom fighting, dreaming your lives instead of living the dream.
Still you speak of fighting the Amarr, keep on wriggling your dirty smelly bodies through the wastebin called Minmatar space, to 'free' your people.
Stay on your knees, unless you wish for your betters to set things Right again.
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Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.12 11:49:00 -
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Originally by: Gaius Kador
Stay on your knees, unless you wish for your betters to set things Right again.
One day worm you will kneel to a Minmitar warrior and beg for mercy in the same way my former master begged for it from me.
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Randuin MaraL
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Posted - 2004.06.12 12:25:00 -
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Edited by: Randuin MaraL on 12/06/2004 12:42:24
Originally by: Djinn StarScream
WOW Kal..
From kicking arse in TPFM/PRM to kicking arse with Sneaky Magic to doing nothing at all now with Paratwa..
We have definatly lost a great fighter for the Minmatar Republic.. :(
One less fighter to battle the Amarr..
One more preacher to fill up the forums.. :(
You have been so much more to go back to hiding...
Look us up when you want to get back to fighting the Amarrian Slavers..
I am getting tired of this ...
you who call us preachers and forum warriors have "no" idea. None of you. It seems you need a video or large scale GalNet news to get something into your narrowed mind.
Some samples for you to be happy:
Somwhere in Gemini or so
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[ 2004.05.29 10:14:20 ] (combat) Your Dual 425mm AutoCannon I places an excellent hit on Kular [DRS], inflicting X damage.
Hrober
Linkage
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[ 2004.06.04 16:04:59 ] (notify) You have started trying to warp scramble the Battleship, "eXcs [IG]".
[ 2004.06.04 16:05:38 ] (combat) Your Dual 425mm AutoCannon I is well aimed at eXcs [IG], inflicting X damage.
[ 2004.06.04 16:05:41 ] (combat) Alexander Rahl [IG] misses you completely.
[ 2004.06.04 16:05:43 ] (combat) SerpentBlade [IG] hits you, doing 160.8 damage.
So go and do your own chain farming or whatever you fancy and stop yapping.
PS: Oh sorry, I see you are busy killing bestowers ...
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This penalty was incurred for destroying yutties Haulage's Bestower in Elgoi
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Never be in the company of anyone with whom you would not want to die.
MEDUSA veteran, Khumaak Award winner |
Randuin MaraL
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Posted - 2004.06.12 13:36:00 -
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Originally by: Sajuuk Cor
Kal's been brainwashed
Snap out of it Kal..
How much more time will you waste following other people's visions?
I'm saddened.. You're a great fighter and an old friend...and you've just taken a step backward.
When the fog in your mind clears...contact me.
Sajuuk, I expected a bit more than that from someone who calls Kal a friend. Instead of showing up here where you rarely are, you should have contacted Kal during his dark days. Honestly.
I wish some people here would finally get over the past and learn to live with it.
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Never be in the company of anyone with whom you would not want to die.
MEDUSA veteran, Khumaak Award winner |
Aodha Khan
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Posted - 2004.06.12 14:17:00 -
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Edited by: Aodha Khan on 12/06/2004 14:44:44
Let it be known The Paratwa do not post 'ship kills' to the Galnet forums normally. It is not the way which Paratwa warriors are taught the art of war. This will be the first and last time we need to break our own beliefs to appease those who share in some way our own cause. Our battle tales are told in the halls of Ash Ock and it shall stay that way.
Those with views like sister Djinn here, let your troubled minds rest ...
So in war, the way is to avoid what is strong and to strike at what is weak. |
Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.12 15:23:00 -
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Edited by: Corin Raven on 12/06/2004 15:25:04
Often has it been the way with the Raven Clan also. Our only real published war was with the Cursed Souls, who proved worthy opponants, even though it was a quick victory for us. We tire of the calls to prove our selves on the Galnet, when all it invites is propaganda and the so called smack talk I have heard so much about. Unfortunatly, there will always be those who want a show.
If that is what they want, then I shall give them a show, as they have seen no other from my clan.
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Sajuuk Cor
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Posted - 2004.06.12 17:35:00 -
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Randuin, I've told you before.. the past is water under the bridge.
I was merely teasing an old friend..
Nothing more or less.
I fail to understand why anytime I say something here that even remotely teases the Paratwa or it's members..I have venom spat at me. Hardly appropriate ..given the true nature of the Paratwa.
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Kal Cyann
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Posted - 2004.06.12 18:29:00 -
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Edited by: Kal Cyann on 12/06/2004 18:30:58
Originally by: Randuin MaraL
Originally by: Sajuuk Cor
Kal's been brainwashed
Snap out of it Kal..
How much more time will you waste following other people's visions?
I'm saddened.. You're a great fighter and an old friend...and you've just taken a step backward.
When the fog in your mind clears...contact me.
Sajuuk, I expected a bit more than that from someone who calls Kal a friend. Instead of showing up here where you rarely are, you should have contacted Kal during his dark days. Honestly.
I wish some people here would finally get over the past and learn to live with it.
I'll speak honestly here: I respect very few pilots, an trust even fewer, but only a few of those i do trust actully contacted me when i did lose myself an supported me.
While others, well i recived no word an only hatered, so it seems to those few that my respect an trust was completly misplaced.
I know it will take time to heal the wounds i caused from my actions but at least i am admiting i made a mistake an moving towards healing those wrongs.
To those who supported me an made me look inside myself, u have my utmost respect an thnx.
Those who did not, prey u never do what u threaten to do it will not be wise to upset me again...
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Pacal Balan
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Posted - 2004.06.12 19:15:00 -
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* Pacal Balan looks onwards in disgust as he begins to speak...*
In defence purely of the Paratwan ranks, I ask; comments such as the below thrown out to a ôpublic matari audienceö... are they not ôvenomousö?
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How much more time will you waste following other people's visions?
I'm saddened.. You're a great fighter and an old friend...and you've just taken a step backward.
From our perspective, they ôareö, thus is the reason you were given a response of the likes by my tway. I shall tell you this again, like was told to you and your ilk the first time. Do not expect us to merely sit back and watch you blacken our name in ôpublicö because you have past ôissuesö.
You feel our words were ôvenomousö in the reply, I say try looking in the mirror and reading your own words again. Clearly matari, you ôstillö do have ôissuesö no matter how you seek to cover your words.
Matari brethren... know this; the Paratwa have a way and a method likened to none and understood... truly understood... by only a certain ôfocusedö kind... there is nothing ôeasyö about the path we walk but walk it we do.
We shall not be ôforcedö or ôbrow beatenö by anyone into towing the ôcommonö line of things. There are those whom do not understand this, such as the likes of those whom have chosen to use negative words against us.
In the long run these words cast against us matter little, for ôourö path is known to ôusö... and this is ôallö that truly matters.
" Cizin's fire speaks to us...his chosen, Pero no pudieron matar nuestras raÝces, for we cannot die!ö |
Randuin MaraL
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Posted - 2004.06.12 19:31:00 -
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Originally by: Sajuuk Cor
Randuin, I've told you before.. the past is water under the bridge.
I was merely teasing an old friend..
Nothing more or less.
I fail to understand why anytime I say something here that even remotely teases the Paratwa or it's members..I have venom spat at me. Hardly appropriate ..given the true nature of the Paratwa.
Oh Sajuuk ... there are times and places to tease and times and places not to do so. GalNet is not really the place in my humble opinion. A little more "sensitivity" for the situation would help to understand why ...
/me hands Sajuuk Cor a cleenex to wipe off that "venom"
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Carla NerisRaven
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Posted - 2004.06.12 19:38:00 -
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Originally by: Pacal Balan
In the long run these words cast against us matter little, for “our” path is known to “us”... and this is “[i]all” that truly matters.
We all have paths, some visible, some not to be understood. We do things our way, but others think they know...
It is the way of the world. In someway, Paratawa Ra, it is comfortining to know that we do not bear this burden of ignorance alone. Seems maybe we do have something in common after all.
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Guran Voorde
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Posted - 2004.06.12 21:54:00 -
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Originally by: Carla NerisRaven
It is the way of the world. In someway, Paratawa Ra, it is comfortining to know that we do not bear this burden of ignorance alone. Seems maybe we do have something in common after all.
Are you sure that's what you meant to say?
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Carla NerisRaven
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Posted - 2004.06.12 22:18:00 -
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Originally by: Guran Voorde
Originally by: Carla NerisRaven
It is the way of the world. In someway, Paratawa Ra, it is comfortining to know that we do not bear this burden of ignorance alone. Seems maybe we do have something in common after all.
Are you sure that's what you meant to say?
What I meant was other people's ignorance. It's easy to judge what you don't understand
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Sajuuk Cor
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Posted - 2004.06.13 04:48:00 -
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Pacal and Randuin..
If my teasing of Kal ruffles your feathers, then so be it.
If it's found by the Paratwa to be "insensitive"..then so be it.
I posted a reply to the "events" discussed here.. and Paratwa's feelings were hurt.
I don't share your narrow minded views..and certainly don't need your approval before posting my thoughts here.
I'm tired of having to walk on eggs shells with every comment I make.
When it gets to the point where I can't make comments without getting grief..then Paratwa has issues.
To be very clear... I made a joke.
Not to be rude.. but, Pacal and Randuin..I wasn't talking "to" either of you...I was directing my comments to Kal.
Your comments were neither required nor appreciated..so please refrain.
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Randuin MaraL
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Posted - 2004.06.13 07:27:00 -
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So be it, I shall say no more about this and certainly not discuss the obvious.
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Never be in the company of anyone with whom you would not want to die.
MEDUSA veteran, Khumaak Award winner |
ActiveX
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Posted - 2004.06.13 12:36:00 -
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Well Cyann, I doubt this means much. But the 1400mm shell reserved for you is now lodged into a Scorp somewhere in Derelik.
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zoolkhan
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Posted - 2004.06.14 13:44:00 -
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Originally by: Kal Cyann
There r a few who know full reasoning y i left.
Ask the right questions an u'll get the right answers.
Leaving your command because of the stress and pressure is one thing.
joining the archenemy of your friends is another.
explain that.
v.Adm. ZoolKhan; U'K Council member.
W're Ushra'Khan - we come for our people!
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Pacal Balan
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Posted - 2004.06.14 17:14:00 -
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*Pacal Balan moves slowly from the shadows into the light, lifts his head and begins to speak...*
Brother Zoolkan, it needs no explaining par from this:
The darkened tendrils of the "maggot kind" had infected and sort to consume brother Cyann. These darkened ever-consuming energies had focused upon the fires of Cizin ôwithinö him. Fought they did within him... fought to unleash these ôfiresö within in an uncontrollable fashion amongst the Matari kind.
Know that ôweö of the "Paratwan" kind have ways of defending and expelling such darkened energies that seek to infect all they come in contact with. Know then, that brother Cyann is no longer affected by such... cleansed of this darkness within he is.
Brother Zoolkan and those other Matari reading this and questioning. I say whether or not you choose to hear my words to this is totally up to you brethren, but the fact remains brother Cyann re-focuses to the paths of Cizin with a clear and focused spirit. Never again shall he be ôinfectedö by these darkened energies, never again shall he fall from grace in such a fashion... for the darkened maggots of this universe shall not taint his core again.
Brother Cyann need not have to "defend" himself for something that was out of his control...
" Cizin's fire speaks to us...his chosen, Pero no pudieron matar nuestras raÝces, for we cannot die!ö |
Maggot
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Posted - 2004.06.14 18:54:00 -
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Maggot prays that the treatment, no doubt hazardous and painful, that Paratwa Ra will prescribe to his old comrade will rescue him from his illness without destroying his mortal form.
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Gaius Kador
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Posted - 2004.06.14 19:10:00 -
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*chuckles*
Pin it on your Masters, thats right, be good predictable peons.
*pets slaver*
What do you think, my pretty. Perhaps we should go look for some good predictable runaway peons tonight? ;)
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Pacal Balan
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Posted - 2004.06.14 23:35:00 -
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Brethren, notice how this pathetic pitiful maggot seeks to use the word ômasterö... ômasterö of what I ask? ômasterö of us? No.... try as it might...this darkened thing and its kind cannot control ôus"! Its ever weakening darkened energies ebb away from this universe daily and we of the Paratwa kind shall enhance this as we move through this timeshard.
No....I see nothing but the mad flailing of tentacles of darkened energy as we strike at their core time and time again. They are truly pathetic creatures and we shall caste them into the void time and time again, until... they... simply ôexist no moreö.
They know this... they "fear" this...
" Cizin's fire speaks to us...his chosen, Pero no pudieron matar nuestras raÝces, for we cannot die!ö |
Corin Raven
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Posted - 2004.06.15 07:22:00 -
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I am too old to be playing the blame game. Is it too shameful to admit a moment of weakness?
There is no shame in admitting momentary weakness, from it can come. great strength.
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zoolkhan
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Posted - 2004.06.15 09:50:00 -
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Originally by: Pacal Balan
*Pacal Balan moves slowly from the shadows into the light, lifts his head and begins to speak...*
Brother Zoolkan, it needs no explaining par from this:
And let us not forget "ANNU" who changed the side as well. It almost remained unrecognised.
Kal might get a 2nd chance to re-establish
the trust he destroyed.
But this will be a clear signal to everybod saying:
"hey dude, go and kill my brothers for change
you can later on always be rescued by the paratwa
boys and be rehabilitated"
...i dont think so. It is hard work to earn back
the trust and reputation.
And i will make sure that people dont simply forget.
We will take future actions in account.
Despite sweet paratwa talkings i didnt see any
actions yet, but i understand he needs time
for recovery and we should grant him this time.
Yet we will have an eye(and a target lock)
on him.
Lets act, not talk.
v.Adm. ZoolKhan; U'K Council member.
W're Ushra'Khan - we come for our people!
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Rodj Blake
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Posted - 2004.06.15 10:03:00 -
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Originally by: Pacal Balan
No....I see nothing but the mad flailing of tentacles of darkened energy as we strike at their core time and time again. They are truly pathetic creatures and we shall caste them into the void time and time again, until... they... simply ôexist no moreö.
When exactly was the last time you struck at our core? You see, I have trouble remembering you doing anything significant against us.
Originally by: Pacal Balan
They know this... they "fear" this...
Why would we have any reason to fear your continual jabberings on this forum? After all, that's all you ever seem to do.
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Kal Cyann
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Posted - 2004.06.15 13:27:00 -
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Zool talk to Skutter am sure he can tell u of some action. Might not be much but its a start.
2nd i have much to do now, so because u don't seeme chasing several ships away by myself don't assume i am sat on my ass doing nothing.
3rd of all the pilots who i did respect that did come support me an make me see error of my ways U were not among them so i am inclined to ignore all ur comemnts from here on in.
4th to the maggot Rodj, speaking of myself last time i recall was few months ago when i led several ships into ur sytesm an u all docked an logged so quit ur mubblings, soon as my sec is down i am coming back.
Last psot here u will see from me, far as i am concerned now this topic does'nt exist....
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zoolkhan
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Posted - 2004.06.16 12:54:00 -
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Originally by: Kal Cyann
don't assume i am sat on my ass doing nothing.
Didnt say that. Didnt indicate that.
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3rd of all the pilots who i did respect that did come support me an make me see error of my ways U were not among them so i am inclined to ignore all ur comemnts from here on in.
Fair enough. Obviously there are people you listen
to, and people who you would not listen to.
Quite normal.
I dont belong to thos who you would listen to, well
me and my ego - we can live with that without bad feelings.
The thing that i am not able to accept or understand
is that somebody needs help to find out
that shooting and pirating own people is 'wrong'.
Maybe i am simple minded and my moral is very simple
as well. White is white, black is black.
right is right, wrong is wrong.
If i ever do anything "wrong" - i would know about it,
and i would not require anybody who tells me
what is white and what is black.
So far ive not seen the slightest understanding for my
quite normal reaction - no sign of regret.
So why should i assume you regret at all?
Do you really feel falsy attacked by me? seeriously?
It was not me putting you into this position, and it will not be me getting you outta it again.
I wish you and the paratwa luck with bringing you back
onto the right path. Once that is done, i will stop annoying you as well.
ps: dont forget to ignore this post 
v.Adm. ZoolKhan; U'K Council member.
W're Ushra'Khan - we come for our people!
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Pacal Balan
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Posted - 2004.06.16 18:29:00 -
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Brother Zoolkhan, he may choose to ignore your goading, he may even had been told to ignore it and not to engage in this pointless back and forth debate. Still, know this, he is ôParatwaö yet again brother, this means something to us. We/I shall not simply stand by and watch you seek to enhance his suffering in some method or witch-hunt... for let me tell you matari... he ôisö already suffering.
Tell me, you call your self a simple-minded man, a simple matari that sees things in black and white. I ask you then, do you not ôseeö the negative energies that exist before you in the state of the darkened kind? It is the blackness... that exists in this time shard. Do you not ôseeö the negative effects that these energies can have of those that walk so very close to the flame?
No... maybe you donÆt for as you say you are a simple minded man. Kal Cyann has not ôrunö to the Paratwa to ôhideö within its ranks. He has return for the restoration of the energies that once existed in ôpureö form within him. As you say, you are but a simple-minded man... I do not expect you to completely understand this, but suffice to say brother CyannÆs past existence had slowly but surely become tainted by the effects of the negative energies around him.
If you cannot take my word to this, then so be it matari... If you can... then good, for we can all begin to move forwards.
Brother Zoolkhan, expect no answer here from brother Cyann. Know this my brother... the nature of your possible replies here shall show your own very core.
Lastly, brethren I say to you this... ô It is within darkened moments like this that show our true strength within... we of the Paratwa kind exist to focus to moments such as this. ô
" Cizin's fire speaks to us...his chosen, Pero no pudieron matar nuestras raÝces, for we cannot die!ö |
zoolkhan
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Posted - 2004.06.17 07:51:00 -
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Brother Pacal. Thank you for your Reply.
Originally by: Pacal Balan
Tell me, you call your self a simple-minded man, a simple matari that sees things in black and white. I ask you then, do you not ?see? the negative energies that exist before you in the state of the darkened kind? It is the blackness... that exists in this time shard. Do you not ?see? the negative effects that these energies can have of those that walk so very close to the flame?
I am aware of dark clouds surrounding me, surrounding us all. Still, it is not part of my nature to despair
and i fail to emphasize with those who do.
This may be my personal own dark side - and perhaps
be felt as beeing harsch, strict maybe unfair.
Still i dont demand anything from anyone, that i am not
ready to do or give by myself. This is my own rule
of fairness.
Still , i have been attacked by a large number
of individuals for smaller issues, such as a ceasefire
in 0.0 space in order to be able to mine.
Nobody was there
to shield me against that.. and no appology has been made
until this very day. It is interesting to see
how much support kal is receiving.
Obviously he is somewhat different and special.
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No... maybe you don?t for as you say you are a simple minded man. Kal Cyann has not ?run? to the Paratwa to ?hide? within its ranks.
Of course not. Nobody used these terms. I dont deny
his reputation as a brave warrior (whatever side he
momentarily chose)
I accept that he seeks salvation amongs you guys, and
in general i have nothing better to suggest. so its fine.
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He has return for the restoration of the energies that once existed in ?pure? form within him. As you say, you are but a simple-minded man... I do not expect you to completely understand this, but suffice to say brother Cyann?s past existence had slowly but surely become tainted by the effects of the negative energies around him.
I dont understand it, but i accept it.
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Brother Zoolkhan, expect no answer here from brother Cyann. Know this my brother... the nature of your possible replies here shall show your own very core.
I am the last one to claim perfection for himself.
I just showed the natural reaction of somebody who
intends to protect his people.
And i have learned to choose a path, and to stay on it.
I have sometimes hard times to understand why other people think different.. the path is the goal.
switching corps, factions - even shiptypes too often
can mean to leave the path.
loyalty to yourself, and your people - means to stay on the path.
I am willing to accept, that paratwa is helping kal back on the path. And i hope he will stay on it for a while.
v.Adm. ZoolKhan; U'K Council member.
W're Ushra'Khan - we come for our people!
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