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Alphea Abbra
Common Sense Ltd Nulli Secunda
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Posted - 2014.02.11 13:33:00 -
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Pew Terror wrote:Well, this explains my fetish for black lipstick... Don't worry, black lipstick fetishes are not psychotic or psychopatic, it's just an expression. Same with black clothing and a few spikes every now and then. 's all good. +1. |

Khanh'rhh
GoonWaffe Goonswarm Federation
2661
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Posted - 2014.02.11 14:00:00 -
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I was playing team fortress 2 today, and noticed that most people felt is was bad to shoot each other, and instead walked around roleplaying daisy collectors.
If anyone shot someone else there was much handwringing and accusations of "sadist" and "literally ******".
If this analogy doesn't help you see the flaws in the logic expressed ITT then just stop reading the daily mail, the study doesn't fully support their headline conclusions, look it up. "Do not touch anything unnecessarily. Beware of pretty girls in dance halls and parks who may be spies, as well as bicycles, revolvers, uniforms, arms, dead horses, and men lying on roads -- they are not there accidentally." -Soviet infantry manual, issued in the 1930 |

Nerath Naaris
Pink Winged Unicorns for Peace Love and Anarchy
788
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Posted - 2014.02.11 14:03:00 -
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I never liked Voldemort. Stupid, ignorant, crude, hamfisted and noseless. The classical evil genius mastermind except no master and even less of a genius. No doubt, some ten-year-old children might be slightly impressed but for anyone else he is a joke, really.
Only character I really liked was Dolores Umbridge. No into-your-face evil stereotype, no "visual" evil, more of a hidden, creeping, almost subliminal kind of evil. Also, so very adorable sadistic, but of course all for the greater good of the students. That thing with the Blood Quill was awesome on so many levels.
Now, dear community, what does this make me in real life? Forum-unbanned since 2011.10.20.
Need to advertise your Corp or service? Look no further, this space is now for rent!
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Tippia
Sunshine and Lollipops
19303
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Posted - 2014.02.11 14:17:00 -
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Nerath Naaris wrote:I never liked Voldemort. Stupid, ignorant, crude, hamfisted and noseless. The classical evil genius mastermind except no master and even less of a genius. No doubt, some ten-year-old children might be slightly impressed but for anyone else he is a joke, really.
Only character I really liked was Dolores Umbridge. No into-your-face evil stereotype, no "visual" evil, more of a hidden, creeping, almost subliminal kind of evil. Also, so very adorable sadistic, but of course all for the greater good of the students. That thing with the Blood Quill was awesome on so many levels.
Now, dear community, what does this make me in real life? A governmental bureaucrat. GÇ£If you're not willing to fight for what you have in GëívGëí you don't deserve it, and you will lose it.GÇ¥
Get a good start: Newbie skill plan 2.1. |

Tronjay the'3rd
IGNOTUS AGENDA Cult of War
53
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Posted - 2014.02.11 14:21:00 -
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Veronica Felix wrote:We often see people in EVE who defensively claim to be good, decent folk in real life, yet play vicious psychotics in EVE. But can they really separate the two? Does one's EVE persona reflect who and what people are in real life despite all their denials? A new study claims that playing the villain makes you a bad person in real life: ' Gamers that adopted villainous Voldemort as an avatar, were more likely to dish out a punishment in the experiment .
'University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign researchers found that people who played games as a heroic character were more likely to reward others.
'They warned that how gamers represent themselves in the virtual world of video games may affect how they behave toward others in the real world.' http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2555752/Playing-villain-video-games-makes-MEAN-Avatar-role-play-replicated-real-world-claims-study.html#ixzz2svavZ1lj
Awesome news.....so....i was always right on Mittens being a bad and rotten person. 
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baltec1
Bat Country Goonswarm Federation
10113
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Posted - 2014.02.11 14:26:00 -
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Daily Mail, I'm surprised they didn't also make a link between games and cancer and housing prices. Join Bat Country today and defend the Glorious Socialist Dictatorship |

Jonah Gravenstein
Machiavellian Space Bastards
16195
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Posted - 2014.02.11 14:52:00 -
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baltec1 wrote:Daily Mail, I'm surprised they didn't also make a link between games and cancer and housing prices. You forgot benefits scroungers and vapid z list celebs. |

Mythrandier
Corporate Scum Northern Associates.
320
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Posted - 2014.02.11 15:08:00 -
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Jonah Gravenstein wrote:baltec1 wrote:Daily Mail, I'm surprised they didn't also make a link between games and cancer and housing prices. You forgot benefits scroungers and vapid z list celebs.
Yet you won't see anything on there regarding the 82 billion in bonuses paid to bank execGÇÖs since 2008... when said banks were bailed out with public money.
Remind me again who owns this ****** "news" paper?
"In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move." --á D. Adams. |

Alphea Abbra
Common Sense Ltd Nulli Secunda
655
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Posted - 2014.02.11 15:20:00 -
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Mythrandier wrote:Jonah Gravenstein wrote:baltec1 wrote:Daily Mail, I'm surprised they didn't also make a link between games and cancer and housing prices. You forgot benefits scroungers and vapid z list celebs. Yet you won't see anything on there regarding the 82 billion in bonuses paid to bank execGÇÖs since 2008... when said banks were bailed out with public money. Remind me again who owns this ****** "news" paper? Rupert Murdoch is looking out for all our best interests. I read that in the science column of The Daily Mail, and they cited a "recent study", it must be true.
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Anomaly One
Imperial Academy Amarr Empire
267
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Posted - 2014.02.11 15:24:00 -
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not this again..
Never forget. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8sfaN8zT8E http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5l_ZjVyRxx4 Trust me, I'm an Anomaly. DUST 514 FOR PC |

Meilandra Vanderganken
Aliastra Gallente Federation
80
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Posted - 2014.02.11 16:35:00 -
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Veronica Felix wrote:We often see people in EVE who defensively claim to be good, decent folk in real life, yet play vicious psychotics in EVE. But can they really separate the two? Does one's EVE persona reflect who and what people are in real life despite all their denials?
From my own experience, a lot of the ppl who say that they are 'good' players, bears and anti-pirate guys etcetera turn into RL 'psychotics' the moment things don't go their way in game.
Here's a list of insults/threats/deatwishes from my personal encounters, mind you, those are not over high value stuff or keeping them from playing the game for days/weeks by wardeccing them, no this is mostly over stuff like stealing a few million worth of ore or popping a T1 mining barge: -The usual *****/*****/****** stuff. -The *****/*****/****** stuff with 'you should get gang raped by dark skinned males with very large external reproductive organs IRL' attached to it. -The wishing of deadly diseases leading to a slow painful death IRL -The wishing of the former two upon your RL loved ones. -Wishing corporal punishment upon me for being 'a thief'. I was told by one of my victims that he hoped that I would have my hand cut of for stealing IRL
That's just my personal list. What I've heard from others goes way beyond that often.
So, if those theories and studies are sound, I really hope those 'good decent EVE players' don't ever step over to the dark side, since they already seem twisted enough....
Those personal findings in EVE have confirmed my believe however that our 'civilized' behavior both in game and IRL is only a very, very, very thin layer... |

Alice Sin
School of Applied Knowledge Caldari State
0
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Posted - 2014.02.11 16:43:00 -
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Started this alt just yesterday and I'm already giving thoughts to a sex change and some breast implants Also I somehow feel more attracted to men, shemales and diamonds... diamonds and shinny things... and diamonds, did I just said diamonds ?  |

Dersen Lowery
Laurentson INC StructureDamage
983
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Posted - 2014.02.11 16:56:00 -
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It's all true: the Ishtar has become my vehicle of choice in RL, and I've started eschewing roads in favor of wormholes. My commute is now hugely variable in length, but it's also much more exciting. Proud founder and member of the Belligerent Desirables. |

Galen Darksmith
Sky Fighters
156
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Posted - 2014.02.11 17:01:00 -
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Mayhaw Morgan wrote:
EVE is a computer simulation running on one of the most advanced and sophisticated pieces of computing technology in the history of mankind, requiring hundreds of people to maintain it and complicated, distributed telecommunications infrastructure through which other advanced and sophisticated computing devices can input and receive outputs from said simulation in real-time by running "client" software programs on behalf of "users", of which many thousands can be connected to said simulation at any given time and with the results of those inputs and outputs persisting in the simulation and able to affect each and every other user according to a complex set of rules . . . etc., etc., etc.
Poker is played with little sheets of dried wood pulp that have colorful symbols and drawings on them.
And American football is played with a little bit of pigskin and a field. Yet it involves high stakes, psychological warfare, and a highly competitive attitude; by your standards, football players are psychopaths because they want to achieve a goal that runs counter to the desires of other players (the opposing team).
If you want, we can talk about online poker, which is a computer simulation running on one of the most advanced and sophisticated pieces of computing technology in the history of mankind, requiring hundreds of people to maintain it and complicated, distributed telecommunications infrastructure through which other advanced and sophisticated computing devices can input and receive outputs from said simulation in real-time by running "client" software programs on behalf of "users", of which many thousands can be connected to said simulation at any given time and with the results of those inputs and outputs persisting in the simulation and able to affect each and every other user according to a complex set of rules.
Does that make it close enough for EVE for you to get the connection?
Mayhaw Morgan wrote: Are they really the same thing? Or are you a ******* ******?
What is EVE's equivalent of a "royal flush"? What is poker's equivalent of a "hot drop"?
According to the almighty Google, a game is "a form of play or sport, esp. a competitive one played according to rules and decided by skill, strength, or luck." Fits both EVE and poker.
So, are they the exact same? No, of course not, no more than chess and poker are, despite both involving pieces of wood or plastic. But are they all examples of games? Yes, that they are.
And since there's no equivalent of a royal flush in football, that means that either poker or football is not a game in your logic or something? Not sure where you where going with that last bit there to be honest.
Mayhaw Morgan wrote:djentropy Ovaert wrote:If a player is getting their feelings hurt due to having a spaceship blown up in a game about blowing up spaceships, this player should unsubscribe and seek professional help. Is EVE about blowing up spaceships for you? Why must EVE be about getting my spaceship blown up, for me, just because it is about blowing up spaceships for you? Do you realize that there are NPC spaceships that you can blow up without upsetting an actual person? Do you realize that you can blow up your own spaceships if EVE is "a game about blowing up spaceships"? Is it nice for you to impose your perspective of EVE onto my gameplay? Don't you want to be a nice person? Think about this: If person A needs professional help, maybe person B shouldn't be taunting and griefing them. Why would person B be doing that? Doesn't person B want to be a nice person? Why not?
You have to guard against your spaceship getting blown up because this is not a game where you are completely protected from other players and their playstyles. You are not segregated by desire to PvE, PvP, or roleplay onto separate servers like other MMOs. This is a deliberate choice by CCP, and part of the intended draw of the sandbox. It's a conflict driver, and EVE would be deadly dull without it.
It does swing both ways, of course. I have to learn at least SOME market tricks, or I end up paying a far higher price for my ships and equipment than I would otherwise. Should I complain and moan because I had to learn market PvP?
Similarly, I often have to resort to PvE to grind ISK to fund my PvP (amazing, PvPers lose ships all the time and emerge emotionally intact). Should I complain that this grinding goes against my playstyle and hurts my feelings that I'm not exempt from it?
I am here to have fun, and for me fun is about blowing up spaceships, preferably ones that are not my own because then I have to PvE to replace them. Curtailing my fun because you are not emotionally mature enough to part with your imaginary internet spaceship is not high on my list of priorities.
"EVE is a dark and harsh world, you're supposed to feel a bit worried and slightly angry when you log in, you're not supposed to feel like you're logging in to a happy, happy, fluffy, fluffy lala land filled with fun and adventures, that's what hello kitty online is for." -CCP Wrangler |

Pew Terror
Green Associates
58
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Posted - 2014.02.11 17:02:00 -
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Alphea Abbra wrote:Pew Terror wrote:Well, this explains my fetish for black lipstick... Don't worry, black lipstick fetishes are not psychotic or psychopatic, it's just an expression. Same with black clothing and a few spikes every now and then. 's all good. +1.
Your avatar looks insanely good! Especially the background.
Might i suggest removing the shirt, growing the hair a bit and some sunglasses for further improvement? |

Galen Darksmith
Sky Fighters
158
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Posted - 2014.02.11 17:08:00 -
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Dersen Lowery wrote:It's all true: the Ishtar has become my vehicle of choice in RL, and I've started eschewing roads in favor of wormholes. My commute is now hugely variable in length, but it's also much more exciting.
"Sorry I'm late boss, got stuck in an endless C4 chain." "EVE is a dark and harsh world, you're supposed to feel a bit worried and slightly angry when you log in, you're not supposed to feel like you're logging in to a happy, happy, fluffy, fluffy lala land filled with fun and adventures, that's what hello kitty online is for." -CCP Wrangler |

Jenn aSide
STK Scientific Initiative Mercenaries
4659
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Posted - 2014.02.11 17:14:00 -
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Galen Darksmith wrote:Dersen Lowery wrote:It's all true: the Ishtar has become my vehicle of choice in RL, and I've started eschewing roads in favor of wormholes. My commute is now hugely variable in length, but it's also much more exciting. "Sorry I'm late boss, got stuck in an endless C4 chain."
Boss: "Faster than light SPACE ship and you still can't get here on time? Might as well have kept that 1989 honda Civic you were drivng".
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Winchester Steele
327
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Posted - 2014.02.11 17:42:00 -
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Veronica Felix wrote:We often see people in EVE who defensively claim to be good, decent folk in real life, yet play vicious psychotics in EVE. But can they really separate the two? Does one's EVE persona reflect who and what people are in real life despite all their denials? A new study claims that playing the villain makes you a bad person in real life: ' Gamers that adopted villainous Voldemort as an avatar, were more likely to dish out a punishment in the experiment .
'University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign researchers found that people who played games as a heroic character were more likely to reward others.
'They warned that how gamers represent themselves in the virtual world of video games may affect how they behave toward others in the real world.' http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2555752/Playing-villain-video-games-makes-MEAN-Avatar-role-play-replicated-real-world-claims-study.html#ixzz2svavZ1lj
AHAHAHAHA.. Oh wait, you're serious aren't you. Thats just sad. Almost as sad as all the risk averse carebears dogpiling on to this thread to white knight the OP's article.
It's a video game guys. It's not real. If you actually believe that I am "evil" for scamming you out of your Raven or blowing up your Retriever then I would suggest that you have lost touch with reality and may need to take a break from gaming. Maybe seek out a professional who can help you separate fantasy from reality. If you need some concrete examples of actual evil I'm sure you can find plenty of in that trash rag quoted in the OP.
The real problem is people like the OP and all the white knights in this thread, who seem to be unable to separate fact from fiction, video game from real life. All you have to do is look at minerbumping.com to see hundreds of examples of the eventual outcome of this kind of thinking. RL death threats, wishing harm upon others and their families. All over imaginary space bucks. I'll tell you, in almost 4 years playing this game, some of the most helpful and level headed people I have met have all been these so-called "psychopaths". I have yet to ever meet a ganker or scammer who wished death threats or RL harm on another player. However, I have met legions of so-called "pacifist", "just let me play my game", or "your playstyle means you're evil in RL" types who think nothing of wishing that my entire family die of cancer, or telling me that they would like to kill me in RL.
So, you tell me who is the sociopath? ... |

Serene Repose
Saanen Freight Service
936
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:01:00 -
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In real life I'm kind of a psychopath. I have sworn upon the altar of God eternal hostility toward every form of tyranny over the mind of man.-á |

Mr Epeen
It's All About Me
4154
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:07:00 -
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Tippia wrote:Mr Epeen wrote:Tippia wrote: GÇ£sociopathsGÇ¥ (something that doesn't even exist). Wut? Yes? Sociopathy is an absolutely antedeluvian and completely outdated term. It doesn't really exist as a condition or diagnosis any more.
Neither does ret@rd but I still see plenty of evidence (right here in the forum) that they still exist. Changing the name doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
And citation needed.
Mr Epeen 
There are 86,400 seconds in a day. You just saved one of them by typing 'u' instead of 'you'.-á Congratulations, dumbass! |

Malcanis
Vanishing Point. The Initiative.
13836
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:09:00 -
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Rainbow Dash wrote:I don't like chocolate, but I really enjoy spicy food, so I'd probably pour more chili sauce than chocolate. Does that make me a psychopath 
No it makes you someone who needs to find out about mole sauce!
1 Kings 12:11
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Kaarous Aldurald
ROC Academy The ROC
2414
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:17:00 -
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Malcanis wrote:Rainbow Dash wrote:I don't like chocolate, but I really enjoy spicy food, so I'd probably pour more chili sauce than chocolate. Does that make me a psychopath  No it makes you someone who needs to find out about mole sauce!
Scared to google it at work... Not posting on my main, and loving it.-á Because free speech.-á |

Alphea Abbra
Common Sense Ltd Nulli Secunda
657
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:42:00 -
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Pew Terror wrote:Alphea Abbra wrote:Pew Terror wrote:Well, this explains my fetish for black lipstick... Don't worry, black lipstick fetishes are not psychotic or psychopatic, it's just an expression. Same with black clothing and a few spikes every now and then. 's all good. +1. Your avatar looks insanely good! Especially the background. Might i suggest removing the shirt, growing the hair a bit and some sunglasses for further improvement? Thank you! :3 Yeah, black hair, pale skin and that fire-ish background goes great together. I like my avatar as she is, so I don't think I will change anything, but if I do, I'll make sure to take your advice into consideration. |

Gilyan Cayrn
Federal Navy Academy Gallente Federation
0
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:44:00 -
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I think people who scam has a pretty high chance of being douchebags IRL too. The entire "it's just a game so treating people like **** in it is completely fine"-thing just stinks of ignorance, it's the same kind of people that generally acts like assholes on the internet because "lulz its just teh internets", not like there's other people out there that could take offense or be hurt by **** you say right? |

Kaarous Aldurald
ROC Academy The ROC
2415
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:48:00 -
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Gilyan Cayrn wrote:IThe entire "it's just a game so treating people like **** in it is completely fine"-thing just stinks of ignorance
Ignorance? Ignorance of what? Not posting on my main, and loving it.-á Because free speech.-á |

Kimmi Chan
Tastes Like Purple
1074
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Posted - 2014.02.11 18:59:00 -
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Kaarous Aldurald wrote:Ignorance? Ignorance of what?
This quote is just something psychopaths say...
Psychopath! 
"You should just create one thread and put all of your complaints in it instead of littering the forums with multiple threads." ~CCP Falcon
www.eve-radio.com -áJoin Eve Radio channel in game! |

Winchester Steele
327
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Posted - 2014.02.11 19:27:00 -
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Gilyan Cayrn wrote:I think people who scam has a pretty high chance of being douchebags IRL too. The entire "it's just a game so treating people like **** in it is completely fine"-thing just stinks of ignorance, it's the same kind of people that generally acts like assholes on the internet because "lulz its just teh internets", not like there's other people out there that could take offense or be hurt by **** you say right?
If you are being "hurt" by actions taken in a Role Playing fantasy game, especially one whose central theme is a dark and heartless dystopian future, might I suggest the problem lies with YOU and not the community? Take a break. Go fishing, go smoke a fattie, whatever. Come back when you realize that its not real. Or don't come back. Maybe Eve isn't the game for you.
Just last weekend a miner told me that he hoped i would die of cancer after I violenced his spaceship without his consent. I shot his spaceship in a game about shooting spaceships and he wished death upon me. But I'm the ignorant psycho right? Right?
Get bent dude.
Also,
HTFU. ... |

Little Dragon Khamez
Guardians of the Underworld White Mountain Coalition
1021
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Posted - 2014.02.11 19:37:00 -
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Veronica Felix wrote:We often see people in EVE who defensively claim to be good, decent folk in real life, yet play vicious psychotics in EVE. But can they really separate the two? Does one's EVE persona reflect who and what people are in real life despite all their denials? A new study claims that playing the villain makes you a bad person in real life: ' Gamers that adopted villainous Voldemort as an avatar, were more likely to dish out a punishment in the experiment .
'University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign researchers found that people who played games as a heroic character were more likely to reward others.
'They warned that how gamers represent themselves in the virtual world of video games may affect how they behave toward others in the real world.' http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2555752/Playing-villain-video-games-makes-MEAN-Avatar-role-play-replicated-real-world-claims-study.html#ixzz2svavZ1lj
The daily mail is a rag full of right wing propaganda with a mostly elderly readership who sneer upon anything they don't approve of or can't be arsed to understand.
I might be a bit if ***** on the forums but that is only because a little bit of heat is expected around here. Likewise in eve once you leave high sec everyone is an outlaw. There is no point in trying to be nice in such places you will be eaten alive.
In real life however I am a kind and considerate person that wouldn't harm a fly, so just because some idiot thinks that some people can't separate reality from fantasy has wrote up yet another worthless piece of **** whilst trying to pass it off as science doesn't mean that it is true.
Like a lot of people here I don't have a dark nature away from eve and I am not more likely to dish out punishment than anyone else, quite the opposite in fact. I am an adult and know the difference between a game and real life.
Dumbing down of Eve Online will result in it's destruction... |

Kimmi Chan
Tastes Like Purple
1075
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Posted - 2014.02.11 19:40:00 -
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Little Dragon Khamez wrote:Veronica Felix wrote:We often see people in EVE who defensively claim to be good, decent folk in real life, yet play vicious psychotics in EVE. But can they really separate the two? Does one's EVE persona reflect who and what people are in real life despite all their denials? A new study claims that playing the villain makes you a bad person in real life: ' Gamers that adopted villainous Voldemort as an avatar, were more likely to dish out a punishment in the experiment .
'University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign researchers found that people who played games as a heroic character were more likely to reward others.
'They warned that how gamers represent themselves in the virtual world of video games may affect how they behave toward others in the real world.' http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2555752/Playing-villain-video-games-makes-MEAN-Avatar-role-play-replicated-real-world-claims-study.html#ixzz2svavZ1lj The daily mail is a rag full of right wing propaganda with a mostly elderly readership who sneer upon anything they don't approve of or can't be arsed to understand. I might be a bit if ***** on the forums but that is only because a little bit of heat is expected around here. Likewise in eve once you leave high sec everyone is an outlaw. There is no point in trying to be nice in such places you will be eaten alive. In real life however I am a kind and considerate person that wouldn't harm a fly, so just because some idiot thinks that some people can't separate reality from fantasy has wrote up yet another worthless piece of **** whilst trying to pass it off as science doesn't mean that it is true. Like a lot of people here I don't have a dark nature away from eve and I am not more likely to dish out punishment than anyone else, quite the opposite in fact. I am an adult and know the difference between a game and real life.
If it weren't for psychopaths, bitches, thugs, gankers, dickheads, and shitboxes, this game would be really boring.
"You should just create one thread and put all of your complaints in it instead of littering the forums with multiple threads." ~CCP Falcon
www.eve-radio.com -áJoin Eve Radio channel in game! |

Orin Wright
State War Academy Caldari State
26
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Posted - 2014.02.11 19:41:00 -
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In real life, I have several mental conditions and I'm label mentally ******** by the US Government. I have moments where little things provoke me into going into violent fits of rage and other moments where I have episodes where I bang my head against walls and other solid objects while constantly apologizing and calling myself stupid, think of that last one as something like the house elf from Harry Potter, only not as violent. I don't have many friends, since most people don't understand the problems I have, I look normal on the outside. I don't look the stereotype that people think someone with mental disorders should look like. So, when I have an episode in public it leads people into believing I'm insane. Only a few people actually look past my disorders and have become my friends. I also suffer from depression and a deep sense of self-loathing. So, all in all, offline I'm a complete mental wreck most of the time.
Online, however, I'm happy and friendly and sociable. It's easier for me to make friends online because I don't worry about what they would do if they find out. I seem normal online, sometimes my depression might come through but I honestly enjoy being online. When I'm playing online games, nothing triggers my episodes. So, in a weird way, playing MMOs like EVE and others actually help me feel like a normal person. Honestly, I wish the study was true. I wish I could be the way I am online when I'm in the real world. However, I don't think that will ever happen until my problems can be cured for good instead of my doctors cramming pills down my throat. |
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